Miyuki

Stupefied

2009-01-18T15:48:00.004+08:00

Even though it's kinda late,

thanks.

When I logged into my friendster for god knows how many months, I got a whole bunch of Friend Requests. I kept scrolling and scrolling till I got fed up!
AIYA WTH LAH JUST ADD ALL.
and i clicked the small button at the bottom.

Anyway, for your info, I don't frequent friendster now. I blog more often.
May frequent facebook though, not confirmed. Because I'm like super bored now with nothing to do, I'm blogging THIS early.

I'm so fed up.

Why?..

Because everyone is getting awesome birthdays while mine sucked. I'm already 13 you know.
Birthdays in the holidays stink. Everybody going out with their friends and leaving the birthday girl alone at home to wish away her dreams.
Boohooooo T.T . Really hope that this year's birthday will be better.

Besides that, I didn't recieve presents from anyone else except three people.

THREE PEOPLE! ToT.
And it's already been more than a month since my birthday passed, sigh. ]: .

If some of you noticed, I've been blogging almost everyday. I need something to do! I'm soooo bored x[ .

Daryl {Big Brother :D} , asked my parents to buy him Left4Dead yesterday.

Imagine the stupid gore inside. And the big imprinted words on the cover "Suitable for 16 and above."
He just laughed and said, "I'm turning 16 this year. Woohoo!" Dumbo -o-'.
Just saw him playing just now, the gore was INSUFFICIENT! Really, it's too overrated I guess.
Even hotel626 can scare the hell off me. But L4D was just.. psh.

The last picture before I go surf the internet (once again) to search for some interesting gossips.

My Edusave Scholarship cert.! :D.

Tatas.

With♥,
Ecstacy.

New comment column :D

2009-01-18T12:49:00.004+08:00

Hello guys! Really good news. :D .

Now you can leave me a comment instead of writing all your BIG BIG notes in the LITTLE tagboard. Good news hor?
You can comment about my post. Like how fab the new dress I bought looks :D.

Click at the word 'Leave a comment' at the end of the post.

Type in your name with your message, and click "SUBMIT COMMENT"! :D.

Sad to say, it's not really completed. There's still alot more work to go. But for the meantime, please write all your comments there! :D

/edit: Ahhh, screw haloscan. Use the cbox first. I was sooo pissed when it was not working. Need to go find some pro to help me. Until then, use the measly measly pinkie tagboard at the right corner kaee? :D.

With♥,

Ecstacy.

17'01'09

2009-01-17T23:25:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUELING!♥

THIS IS YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT@ i'm kidding xD.

Today went to Montfort school with Mummy to collect my Edusave Scholarship.

Mummy was super kiasu today! Kept asking me to take pictures. In the end, I obliged with her anyway ToT.

P/S: I don't know where I'm looking at too xD.

Sorry for those not-yet flipped ones, lazy :x. Anyway, some of the pictures were fugly as I kept anchio-ing :x because I was the only one there taking a picture, haha.

Listened to the MP make his speech, then went up to collect the prize. I just gave him a big big smile and said "Thanks." He spoke to meee :O, I'm so proud of myself. HAHAHA.
I got a $300 OCBC Bank cheque and a cert. Kinda cool though xD.

After that went to AMK Courts with Mum and Dad to buy steamboat! It was really big and there's a hot plate in the middle, uber cool please x]. So I think what's for the New Year already. Home-done steamboat with the whole family! :D.

Bought new year clothes after that. Pretty eh? Though 2 of them were really grown-up like. The tie print dress was so cute and comfy! It looks kinda different from real life though.. In rl it's more fitting I guess :P.

But I look uber fat in it as shown in the picture. Boohoo.

With♥,

Ecstacy.

16'01'09

2009-01-16T20:07:00.004+08:00

I'm in a total mess.

Well, I'm going to Monfort Junior for the ceremony tomorrow, and guess what.

I LOST THE FREAKING PAPER!

The one they sent me which wrote my seat number and everything.
I'm so lucky I remembered the contents inside. I was freaking out terribly D:< . My house is so messy now since I rummaged through every corner of it. I still can't find it! I wonder if they accept my EZ-Link card.. Has my pretty picture on it! I still have the previous letter before that though.. =_='' , I wonder if it's going to be of any use.

Anyway, was schooling again today. School sucks ]: ! But the Sec 1s are uber cute, they can even recognize me now! Wahahaha. Didn't go for orientation. Instead, went to Concert Band's side and tried out the instruments. I like the flute, clarinet and the last one which made tingling noises (forgot it's name.) I was sooooo pissed off when Wei Kian, Mavis and Pamela could blow the trumpet! I was throwing all my energy into blowing it but in the end, didn't succeed! T.T

Finally we have our peek-tures! :D. Too bad, there's no me inside. The wind was blowing too strong and I got the job of the photographer instead. Nobody wants to see phylicia zhaogeng okay.

The last picture is WeiKian incase you were wondering. Her name is clearly displayed on her big big name tag, haha.
Mavis was super photogenic today, while I just slacked off most. :X.

Plus, a super overdue picture. A picture of my hand wearing the armwarmer. I bought it when I was Primary 6! It was really pretty, too bad there wasn't a red/black one.

May be selling it if not going to use soon. I really am dissappointed in the me last time, I seriously had no taste. Hahahaha!

Wish me good luck, really :X.

Anyway, comments can be written on my temporary chatterbox for now. I'm currently constructing a "Comments" place, and it's seriously taking alot of work.

With♥,
Ecstacy.

15'01'09

2009-01-15T19:46:00.002+08:00

I'm still left with 1 more day for CCA orientation. The remainders are probably the UGs, some sports and clubs.
Those sec1 kiddies keep asking me about basketball. Waaaah, it's so popular even before it 出场！Lucky lucky CCA, haha.
And I remembered more names today. Leslie (HAHA!), Xin Min. Oh, these two only?! I mostly remember english names. Chinese names I become ?? le -.- .
1B class chairman super cute! I like his face sooo much. Feel like squeezing those fattie cheeks. Haha ;x. I think they chua tio by me le lor, I too enthu! Plus, I keep asking for their names :X (stupid okay?! stupid.)

Hate Isabelle hate her hate her hate her hate her! Incase you don't know, she's my spoilt sister. Super irritating! Came home quite late around 5, so I wanted to let her play MORE. Asked her to come out at 6:30. I read Eclipse til around 6:45, so asked her to out. Then she play play play til 7+. She tell me wait dunno how to many million times le. Sigh >.> . PIGPIGPIGPIGPIG!

I LOVE YOU 小桀！
He's so uber cute please .
Mavis brought her poker cards with 棒棒糖's pictures printed on it. He was so cuteee [x.
Somehow reminds me of Hamtaro where hamtaro smiles and turns his head to the side abit.
I'm so immune to cute boys. Haha ;x.

CHANGED BLOGSKIN! :D
:D i want your sweet sweet comments.

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14'01'09

2009-01-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

I love you.
and that's all I need to say, for the day.

i'm kidding . too bored out of my own will.

tomorrow is another orientation day! going to tour for the ccas. blablablahs.
my leg muscles are aching like shyttt. when i walk , it's like a thousand needles stabbing my skin at once, ouch T.T.
applied some of my mummy's lotion and it feels soooo much better. (shh ;x) . there's that super cooling effect, haha. i forgot it's brand, but it seems that shes a big fan of it. i found a few more tubes in the cupboard -.- ~

and worse, i think i have a sister complex. i hope not. i REALLY want to scold her when she talks back to me, but i can't bear to. i want to rant about her annoying-ness on my blog, yet i can't bear to.
stupid stupid stupid.
anyway, 他长大了。现在他也失去我哥哥的 church。plus the time i first went was when i was 12? Heck yeahs. she just went just now.
i wanted to pick her up, but she went home herself, of course with the help with her fellow seniors.
boohooooos T.T. i got abandoned by my own lil' sister. 你长大了你长大了。。

really like xiaojie from 棒棒糖。他好可爱哦！王子。。还好啦。though mavis prefers him better.
was searching around for the singapore vids.
ah, i regret. should've went when mavis asked me to, haha.
anyway, while searching, i found out something. and i want to hit myself on the head for forgetting.

CSS 3?! DUH, RING A BELL?!
oh shyt phylicia you rock. haha.
anyway, i think this year the contestants not really bishies or bishoujos lor . too bad.
but the sec1 de really talented! his voice is uber. but not as great as あたしの。

i could have everything in this world.
but .. i'll just be okay..
being with you.

that love letter

2009-01-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

そのかみいるわ全部あたしの秘密。
that letter contains all of my secrets.

To buy list:
-FISHNET STOCKINGS!

i wanna i wanna i wanna ]: .
they're super cute! and second, i wan a cap ;x. not those type of stupid boy's on the street de la. haha .

anyway, today another orientation yet again.
i got angry, but somehow i camo'ed it quite well. blahblahblah.

so what if there are bishies?! the problem is th attitude! ugh. good thing not like natsume, peek at mikan's diku ;x.
i've always thought lei, if you have patience anything is possible.
but then, I'M GOING TO FAINT LIAO ! FAINT FAINT FAINT * ToT.
bishie but the attitude is super. sigh x_x. life's a bomb.

anyway, lovelovelove as the god of death dictates. even though the art is not really appealing.. ]; . i love the shinigami. SUPER BISHIEEE! :dddd.
musashi is a lil weird though, hahaha.

today asked the girls a question.
Q: Do you prefer guys who tell you their feelings directly or pass it around?

Majority answer : Tell themselfs! :D.

i agree on my case. i rather have him tell me personally instead of dragging the whole thing y' know. if you freaking drag like shyt, everybody will know and th two of you will be so paiseh.
might as well you tell her yi ci guo qu, then if she also like you.. TADA! happily ever after :D. if not, then sad lor. but perserverance always pays off okay?! so you can probably go zui after her again.. make her pissed, or make her touched.
aiya, depends on the girl la.

I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! i remembered more names. HAHAHAHAHA.
probably can't list them down here la. how to remember 32 names in only a few days?! i got super stm okay, so really cannot remember.

~ going sleep now. my eyelids are drooping. good night .

i'd rather have you tell me a story of abc,
then let you go with the flow,
and stay away from me.

WAAAAAHHH .

2009-01-12T19:33:00.006+08:00

I wrote a love letter to someone today..

and i got rejected! ToT!

stupid smelly stupid smelly stupid smelly!

yeahs , i wrote it to that person.
sobs. my heart po sui le! ]: !

okay la, incase you guys think it's a boy.. it's a girl. HAHAHA, and i addressed it to xueling ;x.
i still rmb what i wrote..

"Dear xueling, the first time i saw you, i fell in ♥♥♥'d with you." in my pinkie pen! x].

and she told me "siao?!" =.=! so sad, my first time writing love letter no experience okay?! haha.
then i wrote there "aiyaaa, xuelinggg, don't make me shy." LOL! and i draw my chibi! xD.
supersuper cute! haha .

anyway, a little fan service! :D

I WAS LAUGHING MY BUTT OFF AT THIS. HAHAHAHAHA.

shoujo mangas pwn so much. but i still love shounen mangas!
th genres i like most.. probably reverse harem. and gender-benders. like asn, SCARY :o.
the protagonist's waist up is a male, but from waist down, he's a girl. like th pp and legs etc.
WOW :O! it's ended, but not yet translated, rawr.
plus plus, went to amk hub to collect my guitar and pay $18! my money flew away.
but the nylon strings pwn sia. i can play L-O-V-E better now, harharhar.
have to bring it to tune. but then, next week can't go. GOING COLLECT MONEY! HAHAHAHA.

i'm not a moneyface! i just need money. nononono, i just need ALOT ALOT OF MONEY. i got a hobby to yang you know.
and i reaaaalllyyy wanna buy that cute hat. aiyos, whats wrong with desires? x;

anyway, talkie talkie albout the weekdays! phy is soooo kind.

Saturday

Went to orchard with xueying after guitar lessons.
HAHAHA so funny the auntie. give us wrong directions. then we reach there in a few hours time. the auntie SUPER SUPER cute sia. okay, then went kinokuniya! my mangaaaaas :DD.
in the end didn't buy because didn't have english. and i'll go cock eye reading chinese.
worse, they only have th taiwan de, so byebye my loveeeee T.T.

Sunday
SLEEP, PLAY, EAT, SHIT. you get the idea.

TODAY!
Sankyou nee, sylvia! :D. for lending eclipse to me, hahaha. even though you and your big mouth at there keep saying i suay cannot find the book =____=, thankyou really -.-.
for the twilight saga's concept, i don't really get it. though bella is a great protagonist. siggghhh, i need a life, talking about this . ahah .

saw the lil eyeliner kid again. i wonder why he smiles when he sees us. shy ahr?
lols, i get the point.. -_______- .

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feel like writing a story, yet no motivation. feel like writing a story, and the inspiration is there, yet my ideas are mixed up.
i wanna write a romance story, HHAHAHa.

example..

"I love you."
I confessed to him for the third time this year.
Yet he still gave me that look of disapproval and walked away without looking at me in the eye.
My heart sunk, and the hurt was there. Like a thousand piercings stabbed my heart at the same time, the blood sinking out heartlessly. My body limp and numb.
It was the first time I have ever like a boy this much. I guess my hopes were raised too high, who was I kidding?
Who would like a plain looking girl like me? Braids. Long skirts. Everything a nerd wears. Yet..
He's the most famous boy in school. I fell for the most popular one.
I never looked at him, til a year ago.
"I'd rather you have a drink then brawl your tears out." He smiled his million dollar smile.
I looked up at his smile, dazzling ever so brightly. My face blushed beet red.
Dad died that day, and I had to visit his funeral the day after. Cancer, they told me.
But thanks to him, I built up my confidence and raised my head high, hoping to be recognized by that guy one day.
I guess my hopes died, and so did my heart.

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Nanka, hen dayo? I think so too. But if I use that as a storyline, I can make a continuous story for sure. HAHAHAA. phylicia just rawks . ;x

2nd session for S1 Orientation

2009-01-09T19:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, school-ed and all. Nothing interesting happened except wearing Mr Choo's smelly apron ]: !

Anywayy..
It's the 2nd session for the sec1 orientations! :D.
Yeah, after school.

xueying went to take the 1E girl's number and we left to eat! met Lin Hui on the way and makan abit then I go up le.
the atmosphere wasn't so tense like the 1st session where they first got to know us.
ugh, my name is so difficult to say meh!? -.- .. they keep forgetting. i feeeel super sad, haha.

and i met that shi chao also . the boy who i helped with the uniform ;x.
he looks super super cute! like he got wear eyeliner and mascara lidat. nice eyes man :O !
i can remember a few names only T_T..
-> Agnes, Madeline, Brandon, Colin, Gordon, Shi Chao (aka smelly :X , like xueling! xD).
I guess lidat only. HAHAHA, 1B got 32 students lei. I remember like that only :X.

today i shout(scream) alot T.T.. heng my voice still intact. but i was super tired, whole body felt like breaking down. then camp i think i dowan go laaaa. i dowan do morning exercise, so xinku.
warning: you will feel hell with the senior's exercise.

lol, it's uber tiring, plus slp in class.. my body ache like siao lor ]; .

nvm, happyhappy.
tomorrow going guitar lessons and also out with xy~
though we havent decide where to go.. it's just the main purpose of dressing up and going out.
maybe she want loiter around so boy can ask her number, (hahahaha.)
we're probably going to orchard's kinokuniya.
I WANT MORE MANGA.
i probably am going to buy one tomorrow, hahahaha.

anyway, which idiot stole my $4/50+ ?! how i buy book now, zzz. nobody touched my bag and wallet(where i placed it). eh, then supernatural thing ah? wth. i scream i tell you .

ohyea, a little advice for boys.
if you don't have money, or don't have ALOT of money..

forget about getting a girlfriend, seriously.

you'll need to pay for her expenses etc.
you have pride right?! do you want to be a niangniangqiang and let the girl pay for you?

lols, i told this to xy and she said whoever become my boyfriend cfm veh suay =_______=.
sorry, i'm all politics and all okie? ahah [:.
and whoever who will be my boyfriend will have to listen to my annoying nags. so, i guess everybody is out? hahaha.
i don't mind being the last one left of the shelf. if finding somebody you can be comfortable with is impossible, i don't want le :P.

you see the me, the one you see,
but when you meet
the true me,
will you still love me?

BLUR SOTONG! ;O

2009-01-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

Phylicia is phylicia, what can you do?! I DON'T KNOW, WHEN SHE HAS SERIOUS STM HOW?!
i just remembered something.

during s1 registration i helped this boy with his uni etc. then i just realised that boy is in 1b! omg, am i slow or what? -.- . i needed one day to realise that, ugh! no wonder i felt he was super familiar.
i kept staring at him and asking myself where i had seen him before.

now i feel like an idiot -.- .

i'm going to find him on friday and confirm! if correct i ask him his name lor. if wrong, i also ask him his name. LOL. what can i do besides that? ask then ask lorrrr !

anyway, i find some of the boys cute. as in innocent cute. not handsome cute. rawwwrrr.
but there's one who like.. quiet quiet de. then i duno what to do laa. T_T.

ohyea, and i kept complaining to xueling about how i'm going to lose my voice this friday, haha.
i'm more worried about the camp though. went through it last yr must go again? T_T..
andand, i want see chiobu! :D. they say 1e got one chiobu sia. i want see i want see! hahaha.
sadly, this year's female students were too "open", or 说难听一点 = too bitchy la.
but i think still okay la.

went with xueying to mall to makan today! we forget to say our itadakimasu'ses. i gaped , ]:.
anyway, was i too chio today or what? =______=.
when we go in kfc got these group of like, heavily tatooed and hair dyed guys sitting in a group keep pointing at me and xueying.
they THINK WE DEAF AH?! keep on, "eh, those sec 1 or sec2 ah? sec1 or sec2 ah!?"
then i purposely. "EH YOU KNOW HOR, SEC2 LIAO LOR. NOT SEC1 SIAAAA."
看来，我今天就是太漂亮了。如果不是，那些男孩子不会说到这样吗。
but then.

that was not in the end.

repeat.

THAT WAS NOT THE FREAKING END OF IT!
because those guys left ma, so nevermind lor . leave then leave more happy >:D
got 3 serangoon garden sec students ccome in -.- ..
then it's like they keep looking at us. (Again!) were they 'checking us out' or something? =_=.
and suddenly one whole freaking group of their friends came and they talk SO LOUD.
hello? we're HUMANS TOO . they talk like pasar malam auntie uncle.
okay, i think i abit too mean. they were talking kinda loudly and we heard almost everything.

they were like "eh, that girl your type ah?"
then they reply what "eh, you all upper sec they lower sec" .

THEY THOUGHT WE WERE SEC1S! my mouth hung open most of the time when they said sec1?!?!?!
me and xy at there thinking through the whole thing lor.
DID WE REALLY LOOK LIKE SEC1s?!

because i definitely do not want to be one of those ugly people. but if it's for staying young forever, yes to youth! :D.

because baby star shine star bright.
won't you make me your lover tonight♥?

UGhhh -.-

2009-01-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hihi. My muscle aches.

LOL! I mean it.
Orientation was a killer X_X. my class were like o_o?! not enthu de. we more high then they kena. heng senior help, if not we get ready to say mata neh. >:(
anyway, did tour etc. then later did cheers! yuying cheer :DDD.
we planned almost everything for friday already . must make them super high i tell you, hahaha.

i guess it went almost well, but then we must IMPROVE! :DDD. i can feel super high without anybody doing anything. like what i always am. lol, keep anyhow hug my xuelingg :DD. and always do crazy things la. haha.

anyway, got this crazy boy walk pass us with his friends. then he went :"walao, why this school no pretty girl de?"
i "shouted" back, "eh? you veh handsome meh?" -.- please, he looked like a panda on twos.

sigh.
maybe fairytales don't happen in the real world.
so unrealistic.
so imaginative.
life's a bummer. can i go to japan now pls? ToT. i've made up my mind to migrate there when i become an adult for sure. but no one knows what the future holds.. sigh ._. . unless you're a psychic then its different okay? ^^.

anyway.
thanks for the memories you've given me.
it's more than enough, but i know i'm greedy.
humans want more than they have, and i'm in that current species.
i want more of your love, i want more of you.
so gimme all of you, for free or for me ?

okay la girls. face it, nobody is what you exactly can call "WAH CHIOBU!". even though you're the prettiest woman on earth. because there are DEFINITELY flaws. nobody is perfect.

but, when it comes to a certain soulmate, it's different.
no matter how ugly you are, he only knows that you're beautiful.
whether your hair is like rojak, or you mouth like banana, he'll be the one who sees you for who you are, not what you look like.
so.. give yourself more self-confidence.

LIKE ME! :D.
i always act cute and compliment myself infront of my friends.
haha, i think they also used to it le lor. i sibei bhb de. don't like bhb de, pls go away.
sometimes they'll like say.. "eh, this girl veh chio lei."
then i'll DEFINITELY go, "but i'm more cute and prettier rightt?! *act cutes*" xD.
and xueling etc will go "eerrrr -.- ."

TELL ME I'M BEAUTIFUL.
i will believe you.
no matter if you mean it or not.

there's a reason.
why would you call somebody beautiful if they're not? you're mouth give you there flatter people? not only that right? praising somebody, giving them more confidence. that's what your mouth is for.
not all the saliva fly like waterfall lidat, okay?

anyway, i know. who wanna waste their time and tell people, "you're beautiful." when they don't even mean it? i mean, you're bluffing both parties. which makes you an idiot. I-DIOT.

enough of this talk, i need my sweet sweet rest. haha. goodnight.

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hold my hand, and let's go see the stars together.

Today, today.

2009-01-05T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hello agains :D.

today seemed like forever.
i can't believe we're really going to start orientation tomorrow -.- ..

anyway, i saw my class after recess today. seriously, they all look like nerds, not those naughty type lei. maybe they see mdm amrit scared liao -.-" .
i'm such a sadist.
being ugly is a crime, hahahah. why can't people improve themselves?
if your face has pimples, stop wasting your money and go use it to buy products to get rid of them instead!
leaving it there WON'T do any help! i look down on you. -.- .

tomorrow have to stay back aft school for the orientation, sigh.
i don't understand.
if they don't want to cooperate and put in effort, why do we even try?
i think i'm too stupid liao lor, i still want to help them! >.< .
being patient is better i guess. must be more lax with them la, if not they also shut up de .

but senior talk to them they cfm very tense de right?
wth. i don't want ugly de hor i tell you (very biased ;x) .
at least avrg looking please. and those more enthu de. those shut up ones are irritating. IRRITATING!
still deciding whether i should bring my manga (hahaha).
i'm going to buy more. but i can't seem to find vol.2. i think it was released til vol.4 in english.
-.- .

MAN! i need a life. hahaha. tomorrow probably will be posting pictures of xueying and my drawings.
we competed with each other to see who drew nicer. and we bought a sketch book specially for it okay. so give your comments tomorrow :DDD.

Ohhhh noeees.

2009-01-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

i'm going start with writing off in informal for now..
been writing in formal for wayyyy too long, and it hurts people's eyes doesn't it? hahaha.

first start about me
- i have "split personalities"
okay no i don't :P, i was just playing around with you.

anyways, wanted to share this kewt pic ;x.

moekare's ending was uber cute please. ahhh, but i thought she would end up with takara. not the freaking playboy arata who has sex with girls everyday, :OOOO.
but he was cute too. sacrificing her for his brother Dx.

i still love shoujo mangas, and i love them alot. the endings are so sad and romantic, i keep crying. stupid tear jerkers! ]: .
shounen mangas are cool too. usually the type of mangas i read when i want a long and exciting manga. but i guess it's more for boys eh?

so you guys should have noticed the hair extensions preorder im having.
buy buy buy okay? if you nice, got discount. if see you buaysong = plusplusplus! no, i'm just kidding. i don't show favouritism. all prices are FIXED okay? no asking of discounts or whatsoever, read the T&Cs pl0x ;D.

uhhh, i don't think i'm ready for school (HAHAHAHA, SO FUNNY =.=.)
school is tomorrow, and i really don't want don't want don't want.
how many times must i repeat this? i dowan to see that DM's face Dx.

anyway, still deciding if i should tie pigtails. DON'T LAUGH YOU FREAKSHOW!!!!!
pigtails are definitely cute, i love them lots. i always tie them at home and i look uber kawaii alrites.
sigh. but maybe i should go for the more mature ponytail. dunno la dunno la.
see my hair tomorrow and get it alright? maybe i'll tie a side ponytail.. HAHAHA IDK PLOX.

i wanna see how i look with short cropped boy-ish styled hair. and i'll wear a super cool hat. plus super cool shirt. plus a super cool pair of jeans. plus a super cool ankle shoes. you get it, i wanna wear boy stuff. haha.

just wanna see how i'll look like as a boy. give your comments? ToT

Hair Extensions

2009-01-04T12:06:00.010+08:00

Hello sweeties :D.

I'm holding a preorder for hair extensions.
Many of you should know, since I wore them on school for the first day. Anyways, they're pretty! So I want to share the joy.

Anyway, on with it alright? :D

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# Can be curled or straightened.
# Last for a few years if taken good care of.
# Remove when washing hair.

Code: Category A
Width: 9.5cm
Length: 55cm
Available colours: Natural Black , Natural Brown

Price: SGD$16
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# Made up of 50% Real hair and 50% Fibre.
# It's quality is guaranteed smooth.
# Can only be straightened and NOT curled.

Code: SF
Width: 10cm
Length: 50cm

Price: SGD$13

Code: LF
Width: 20cm
Length: 50cm

Price: SGD$21

*If you put 2 of 'LF' together, it can fit your whole head and make your hair look more natural!

Avaliable colours:

Black

Reddish Brown
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Code: Striped Hair Extensions
Width: 4.5cm
Length: 32cm
Avaliable colours: Red/Black ; White/Black

# A packet contains 2 pieces.

Price: SGD$15
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# Coloured Hair Extensions are 100% REAL HAIR.
# Can be straightened and curled.
# Colour well fade after many washes, similar to real hair.
# Remove it before washing your hair.

The one on the first picture is Light Ash Grey, while the second picture is Red.
The secret to their coloured hair are extensions! Plus, they are only using one piece!
Have coloured hair when you don't need to even dye your own hair!

Code: Coloured Hair Extension
Width: 10cm
Length: 45cm

Colour chart:

1. Hot Pink
2. Dark Purple
3. Dark Orange (Out-Of-Stock)
4. Dark Blue
5. Blond
6. Red (Highly recommended in current trends!)
7. Burgundy
8. Dark Red
9. Yellow
10. Light Orange (Out-Of-Stock)
11. Deep Pink
12. Green
13. Light Ash Grey
14. Dark Grey
15. Light Purple
16. Light Blue
17. Dark Green
18. Dark Blond
19. Maroon (Purplish Red)

Price: SGD$15
FYI: This is already very cheap, outside sell even more expensive. Plus, you don't see many blogshops selling coloured extensions!
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Please take note of these Terms & Conditions before you hand in your form.

# This is a PREORDER, so please wait for a while for stocks to arrive.
# No Postage, will have a mass meetup. Private meetups can be arranged if not convenient on that day.
# All prices are FIXED. No asking for discounts.
# I do not entertain people who go MIA.
# Payment must be sent or handed in via Bank Transfer or Meetups 3 days after the Order Form is submitted.
# No exchanges or refunds.
# Colour of hairpieces may differ due to the camera lighting.
# I will not be responsible for any damages.
# The T&C may be changed without prior notices.
# By purchasing the extensions, it means you have agreed all t&cs.

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Email:

Payment: Meetup/Bank Transfer
Collection: Mass Meetup/ Private Meetup (May be charged)

Code:
Colour:
Price:

Code:
Colour:
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Total Amount: SGD$__
(Repeat if order more than one item.)
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Please send in your order form to hoesm_phy@hotmail.com.
Enquiries will be answered at my tagboard.

Have a fun time shopping, :D.

Oh, it's a saturday.

2009-01-03T19:53:00.002+08:00

I didn't rant at anybody yesterday, only at this blog.. But it felt really good.
Well, who can tahan somebody complaining about their life 24/7? If I find a guy like that, I'll definitely cherish him xD.

Anyway, went for my guitar lesson today. It's a saturday, so oh well. I really had a strong strong feeling to dress up as a boy, haha.
I don't think I'll be able to pull it off la, I know. But how bout a tomboy?! :D. Super good alt. man, hahahah.
I think that probably can, because I can change my expression in a split second.

I was looking super friendly at a second, and the next my face was like cold and stoic, ready to stab someone. Yay phylicia :d.
Probably.. Eh, anyway. I feel the format I write in this blog is super formal, haha. So formal til it feels super weird lei.

Anyway! Changing my guitar strings to nylons soon. Nylons are so much easier to use please! :D.
Ohya, my skills are better now o.0 . I can switch between fingers much faster for chords now. It helps so much in strumming! :D.
But I think I'm the slowest in the class, LOL. Everybody else can play so much better than me, pff!
Nevermind, we only in Grade 1.. If change Nylon string I confirm everyday play de! xD.

Andand ++ , i cried today;
THE MANGA WAS JUST TOO TOUCHING ToT.
He was just hugging him, and then, he was gone.
I was staring at the screen thinking I was some sort of crazy person. But it was really sad.
UGGGHH, I cry too easily. When I see a sad parting or a happy reconcilation, I'll cry. OHMYGOSHIES -.- .

But that's probably me.. Because I don't think I kena this kind of situations before.

Somebody leaving you because he has no choice.
Or somebody loving you again, and you two reunite altogether with a kiss.

Blahblah. It doesn't happen in real life. Well, I've never observed or felt such romance and pain.
i'm not a old book on the shelf! -.- . i'm left.. the only one left ! T_T.
That doesn't count lol. Because all my other friends also no boyfriend, HAHAHA.
If everybody got a stead and I'm the only one left on the shelf, I'll use that phrase xD.
But since that's not the case.. HAHAHAHA.

I want to be more tomboy-ish. 'Cos I think being pretty isn't my stuff. But then, I wanna be CUTE, not PRETTY. Ugly but adorable is fine, because I'm no lady. I'm freaking clumsy, in case you didn't know.
I can fall if I don't look at the floor. Because I'll become "unstable" or something. Sigh, dunno what's wrong uh.

promise me alright? .
that we'll be together forever.
if you're in trouble, i'll never leave you behind.
and that we'll..

LIVE FOR THE SAKE OF EACH OTHER.

Stupid 1st day of school.

2009-01-02T18:03:00.002+08:00

WOW, TODAY WAS FREAKING EXCITING AND FUN.
THIS WAS THE BEST DAY IN MY LIFE.

NOT.

Anyway, I don't really have the mood to blog about this stupid day, but I guess I need some place to rant out my anger.

First and foremost.
I thought the new year was suppose to be a bright start?
Where one wishes the new year would eventually be better than the previous one.
When time changes and a new time-line will overtake.

But I find this really stupid. Sigh.. To think I even believe in fairytales.

Shoujo mangas are still the best!
I rather stick to loving Ciel and those bishies, soooo perfect.

Too bad, I'm not posting about school here. I feel that it's really pointless.

Why?

WELL, BECAUSE SCHOOL IS SOOOO PERFECT!

What more can a person dream more?!

Big shirts. Long skirts. Long Socks. Fat shoes. Nerdy hair. NO OUTLANDISH HAIRSTYLES.

Yup, I guess School in Singapore is really dreamy. Even more dreamier than drowning yourself.
So live your life fully for school. Don't sacrifice yourself for something like not even being able to wear a necklace.
Or not even being able to wear ankle socks.
Or even being able to tie your hair up in your desired way.
Or cutting your hair the way you want it to be in.
Or wearing an earring.
Or colouring your shoes.
Or changing your shoelaces.
Or messy hair.
Or dirty nails.
Or long fingernails.

Ahhh, what a dream school is. Aren't you glad you can go to school?

Yea sure, I'll like a lake in front of me right now please.

School is pathetic.
You go to school to study, to gain knowledge. But what's the freaking problem?! When you can't even wear things that are comfortable on your skin? Doesn't anybody find the uniforms totally NOT a fashion trend?!
Especially in Singapore, where the uniforms are damn ugly.
If it's in Japan, probably not much would even be complaining about how disgusting the uniform would look.
The Gakuran and Seifuku are so cute please? Even in Singapore, it's so rare to see people wearing like that.
But in Singapore, when you wear something different to school, people SHUN you.

The sole reason because they think you're OUT, you're LAME, you're STUPID, you're PATHETIC and you're freaking idiotic.

Okay, so what's the big thing if you wear an extension to school? Pff, you didn't even write it in the school rules. WRITE BEFORE YOU OPEN YOUR FAT MOUTH.
I don't understand.

Why does the MOE even allow teachers to wear what they want?
If the seniors are suppose to be a role model to students, aren't the TEACHERS suppose to be the role model for the seniors?!
I can see their not doing a good job about it too.

And when the seniors make a mistake, the TEACHERS blames EVERYBODY.
Okay, let's look at it this way.
The teacher has long hair, but tells the students that HE/SHE HAS LONG HAIR AND MUST CUT IT.
Can we ask the teacher to cut his or hers first?! NOOOO, because why?! MOE ALLOW WHAT?! WHY?!

Because a student is a FREAKING STUDENT. You can't dress as you like, because YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO DECIDE WHAT TO WEAR.

Ugh, please? How old are we? A year old?
We have brains.
We're not like years ago.
We've matured.

What the heck are eyes for? To SEE right? Then why can't the MOE open their eyes bigger?

Okay, for adults, if you want to go to a formal event, you have to wear a suit for men, or a gown for women.
And you apply tons of thick make-up, I get that.
Students who go to school wear the uniform. I understand, because that is needed.
But please, when the adults can wear what they want, why can't us? The younger generation.

If there's another reason, it would probably be that ; "Oh, because it's not us, that's why. We have to give the younger people a taste of our upbringing."
You are here to improve society. Not to give people a hard life. The world is changing every single day, remember that.

People should know that we are somewhat rebelling against the adults already. You know what? Everything has a reason, like what you adults always say. And this has a reason too.

We want freedom.
Don't go talking your 'sensible talk' about that we're too young and all, it's just trash.

We aren't children of the previous century. We have feelings. It's probably that our feelings have way past the limit, that we are rebelling. Always not being able to control it within our grasp, because the overwhelming feeling is so strong.

We just want our rights, things we want to do.

I don't care if you're bald, or you're growing grey hair.

Please don't come and tell us : "Look at my hair, do you want it like that?"
IT'S NATURAL THAT IT'S BECOMING LIKE THAT. So why don't you take the chance to tell us when we get to your age?

I just don't understand why adults like hitting children. Don't they realise we will be EMOTIONALLY TRAUMATISED instead?

Today, the new Principal, Mr Goh, gave a speech. I remember one very clearly.

"Those teachers who scold you, give you detention etc, are good teachers! Because they want you to learn from your mistakes. While those who just let you off are BAD teachers, they are not teaching you anything." or something like that.

I agree about the second part, but the first part IS TOTALLY WRONG.
How can a teacher who scolds you and hit you be good teachers? I know if they scold you in a comforting way, that is probably better. But what if the teacher scolds VULGAR?
Like example ; "Oi you! I kill you ah, dog is it? Can't even do such a simple homework, I think even a baby can do it already. Are you even worse than a baby? Pathetic."
You can laugh, but it hurts to see somebody being scolded like that in real life.

It happened once when I was in Primary 5, our form teacher scolded us mean things like that. There were some vulgar inbetween, and even accusing words that could have traumatise us for life if not for our maturity.

Why is this happening?

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T19:47:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year ! :D.

:DD:D:D:D:D:D.
Everybody up for the New Year? Not me. HAHAHAHA.
I'm still in my stupid holiday mood! ]: . I don't want that stupid school. Grrrrrhhhhs ]: !
Anyway, thanks all those who wished me a happy new year! :D.

Sigh, I didn't do my science homework! Pff, over the deadline. I was suppose to do it before 25th, but I guess I forgot :X.
I really look forward to the orientation! 1 month.. Bleh -.- . Who want come my school? Give you very very "SPECIAL" care. Extra work for you [: .

I have to wake up around 5:30 tomorrow. Need to reach school at 7. I planned my schedule everyday beforehand okay! :D
5:30 - 6:00 = Bathe
6:00 - 6:30 = Eat/Do hair etc.
6:30 = Leave for school.
7:00 = Reached! :D
Tadaaaa. Lol, simple schedule pl0x, i'm not a complicated person. Well, complicated yet simple at the same time. That's why I'm really difficult to read :D .
Anyway, I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL! ]:

Who wants to, right? Only those super nerds, hahaha. Okay, I'm just being mean :X.
I look forward to our meeting, 1 BELLANCA! That's soooo funny, I never get tired of it .
Sigh, I just realised my hair grew super long! It's soooo pretty please.

Pretty right pretty right?! Okay whatever, I know . HAHAHA :D.
Some of you may have noticed it's an extension already, aww.

Since my hair was so long and thick, I just had to cut it..
Xue Ying lead the way! Haha I know, I've been going out with her a lot. But too bad, she loves me too much. Just like the saying, it's better to be loved than to love x].

Okay, so we walked around the place near her house.. The one with alot of shops! Kind of near Hougang Police Station also. She said go J and Jas mah, but then super long queue, rawr!
So we walk walk around that place looking for Alicia's salon.. Couldn't find it.
Then we saw this place! It was nice, and the atmosphere was good. Looked quite professional too.
Then, we saw the notice outside. $3.80 (All Length). We were O_O, comfirm boh?! But yea it was true. Went it to cut our hair. I got my hair and fringe trimmed! It was really nice, it felt super light! LoveLove :D.

So, go there if you want to cut your hair. I forgot the shop name, S-O-R-R-Y! ToT.

Oh yeah, I need to remind you people things alright.
Don't anyhow copy things from people's blogs or websites. Because they can SUE YOU! If they don't have the copyright infringement, they'll blacklist you. And you'll die terribly, because your name will be known by everybody, in a super bad way. Trust me..
I know some names who got blacklisted and everybody avoids them like the flu.
So, remember!
DON'T TAKE OR COPY THINGS FROM PEOPLE'S WEBSITE WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION, or suffer the consequences.

Haha, I prepared everything for school already. Sigh.. Wish me good luck alright?

Lastly.
Be mentally prepared, PEASANTTTTS! -runs away-

take me to that faraway place of eternal happiness.

Todayy.

2008-12-31T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hello, Phylicia です！

It's the Last Day of 2008.

So, everybody ready with your countdown already? :D.
I'm staying home to watch the telecast, lazy go out, haha.

Reading: Mirai Nikki
Status: Highly Recommended.
Stars: 4.5
Plot: Excellent
Art: So-so.

I felt grossed out at Yuno, I keep calling her a crazy girl (:P). She loves Yukki so much lor. Love until can fight for him, die also nevermind. WTH?! Chapter 2x she go confine him, wear bra and pantie only?! OMIGOHSIE .
Then, it was like, wow. She even put her V***** on his leg, with the pantie on of course. She suddenly went: "Oh, Yukki it's time for you to pee."
I WAS LIKE "WTHHHHH?!?!?!"
She go take those type of container, the opening is a circle hole which is in the form of a tube. Think bleach etc containers. Then she was like pulling down his pants to put his C*** inside it. Ew.
Sigh, and to think she can go crazy because Yukki gives her compliment. What's more, her Diary is the Yukiteru Diary, like wth?! She's crazy in love I tell you, a fine specimen of the female crazy mode :D.

Anyway, to commemorate for me reading this, I got a stupid inspiration, haha. I decided to write a diary. So, I wrote it in my handphone, like the manga. It's the period within the time I went to woodlands.

31.12.08

17:09
Waiting for Bus 161.
17:19
Got on bus, on the way to Woodlands now.
17:32
Halfway thru the expressway.
17:43
Reached woodlands.
17:58
Collected the extension. Taking 161 to go back home now.
18:08
The bus arrived.
18:38
Reached Hougang.
19:00
Got off bus. Entered Hougang Mall to buy bands.
19:10
Bought rubberbands. Walking home now.
19:12
Exited Hougang Mall.
19:21
Reached home.
~
Today, went to woodlands to collect my hair extension. It was worth it.. so long and quite thick. Plus, it was cheap. $25. Okay, I know some of you will go waaa, so ex? But outside more ex.. soo :D.

Look at how long it is! And my hand wasn't so long to stretch out til can see the whole length. Gomen, room lighting was kns, too bad.

I forgot to mention this, but I won the Edusave Scholarship thingy for top 10%, yay me. Anyway, I'm going to Monfort Junior to collect my cash money, WAHAHAHAHA. MONEY! :D. Those who read my blog for quite long should know what I'm using it on. Maybe.. But I want to save for the trip to Japan.

Anyway, had a bizarre dream today.. I dreamt I went to Japan. Then I bo liu?! OMGOSH. Then I was with a friend, if I was not wrong.. Then I wanted to buy a Melon Bun. But I didn't have enough money! ToT! In the end I only got enough for one.. ]: .
Then, I tried calling mummy. Then suddenly instead of a lady saying that the phone is off or whatever, it was different. They said my parents and sister kena car accident and 经医院！
Of course, I rushed there.
And tada, my daddy woke me up. LOL. I chua tio -.- ..
But I'm glad my family members are alright, of course. I love them to the coreeee :D.
Daddy promised that next year he'll bring me to Japan. This blog is the proof. [: .

Countdown to school re-opening: 2 days and 2 hours more!

if this is a dream, i don't ever wanna wake up.

because i wanna stay in your embrace.

so, don't ever leave me alone.

Vivo! :D

2008-12-30T22:17:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeee. Welcome to another post of unrequit-edlove.bs, the STORY OF PHYLICIA :D.

30decembers08 de khaki! = XueYing <3.
Okay, I went to collect my specs! It looks totally better than my previous one ;x, and it's purple (hahaha.) I wanted Pink though, love that the most! x] .
Then later, went to AMK to fix my guitar string. But then, the lady there told me nobody there at the moment could fix X_X, so I'm going to go next saturday to fix it ._. ..

I actually wanted to go to Orchard, but in the end went to Vivo because of that auntie's nagging! Bleh. It seemed that there were some performances today.. I'm not sure what's the band's name, but Qi something. They were singing~ Sweet.

I totally had to camwhore! Especially at vivo, special occasion, haha :D.

So cute! <3. Okay la, I'm not cute okay?! I look really fat, and the eyebags are showing, SO WHAT?! (growls) . Went to drink at Starbucks. Ordered the Ice Chocolate Signature, Tall. I finally remembered, haha. I was nagging at xueying, because I couldn't remember the name, gahahah. Then went to SuperDog eat! Yummieee. Home'ed.

Guess what?
We're going to dress up as boys in school. Soon.. Haha, the idea popped out of nowhere okay ;x
I'm going to get wigs, and we're going to get them styled! Stylo milo style, hahaha. And then we're going to go to school wearing the male uniform. Wish us good luck alright? It'll probably happen late next year, enquire, but don't ask shitting nonsense okay ?

Anyway, I went out a few days before to Bugis with XY, wore my sweet hoodie shirt!

Went to watch Twilight. Overall, it was good. But the effect could've been better. I like the girl playing Alice though, she's prettyy, just what I expected of the enthu Alice! :D

Camwhore! Haha, only got these few.. As usual, stupid eyebags ]: . I need some kind of remedy. Thought of that the yellow Garnier thing. Proven to be quite okay leis. Getting soon! :D

Lol. I wanna get wigs styled! I'll get a black then ]: , bobian. Later kena caught, hahaha . I want ask my discipline mistress whether can 1 day girl wear boy, boy wear girl liddat. Omgosh, that would be really cool. xD.

Life is miserable

2008-12-29T17:07:00.005+08:00

Mood: Stupid-sicky ]:

I hate these type of days!! It makes me all stuffy inside and sooooo sleepy. It's like suffocating but then, there's nothing suffocating you! That's the worst situation ever ]:

Anyway, i'm going to collect my spectacles tomorrow! Hahaha. Mummy chose it for me, all purple ;x. And the bottom of the lenses are rimless, so if I drop them, I'M DEADDDD. $180 is going to kill me X_X!

Hmm, i've considered watching Loveless anyway, but I was soooo afraid I wouldn't be able to take the yaoi-ness. It's x100000 even worse than MF, worse I tell you F5. They keep kissing, as what I've heard. OMGOSH ToT, I'm going to faint. To tell you the truth, I rather see normal couples (b/g) make out instead of the same sex, even if they're bishies/bishoujos. It hurts the eyes ! X_x.

Devl and her Love Song is sweet. I like Maria alot, she's so hardcore! xD. She's pretty too. The clothes the artist designs are so cute! I'm going to get them tailored for me when I grow up, and wear them ! xD. I'm seriously into fashion, but it's just that I'm so freaking boliu. Sigh!

"What's the use of having flawless skin if your clothes are ragged?"
A: No use.

Why? Because you need equal of both sides. Even if your face is pretty, flawless, you'll look terribly ugly and weird in ugly clothes. Same goes for me(probably). My face is soooo clean! Doesn't really have pimples, only stupid blackheads(rawr). But my clothes need improving! Hmph.

Yea, and I probably want to tailor my own clothes next time. Buy the clothes and sew using a sweet machine, woots! I've thought of having a leather suit before. I mean like those tight but abit loose fitting ones. Like.. Tifa from FF7. Her suit pwns, but I'm going to get one even sweeter. Probably with black laces at the sides to get the two pieces together, and a mini tight black shorts. It'll look so coool xD.

Ahhh, Phylicia likes to dream :X.

Maybe I'll get a cosplay team for FF7 next time. It's my best faved ff! My next may probably be Final Fantasy Versus XIII. I wanna get a PS3! I still have that PS1 in my house, sitting there lying around :o. Last time my parents bought.. around $100+? Now no more games are going to be out for that stinky playstation . I wanted to play Persona 3/4, but it's only avaliable in PS2! Oh bummer ]: . It stinks especially when I don't even have a PSP to go crazy over.
I'll be getting a PS3/ PSP VERYVERY SOON. Why? Because I say so! I'm going to get one, I swear. I'm craving for a Pink PSP T_T

Final Fantasy Versus XIII characters are pretty.. :o. Now, these are what I call bishies! Noctis is so shuai x]

That's what I call a bishie! Wahahah. Anyway, Lightning from FF XIII is also pretty. The girl with her (?) is also cute! Love her curly pigtails xD. I want to cosplay cosplay cosplay! But I bo liu, wahahahah. Need to get funds first :x

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2008-12-28T19:52:00.003+08:00

TAIKUTSUUUUUUUUUUU .

I spent the whole day reading Mangas, wahahah. I just love them. And no, I'm no otaku ! >;[ .

Anyway, couldn't find the rest of Monochrome Factor's episodes in english anywhere. I've watched two episodes in English and I can swear my degree just got higher. Needed to strain my eyes really bad to see the small chinese subs. And worse, I had to pause it to read! The sentence was too long and it zooms away as fast as a bullet.
But since it has a few bishies in it, I'm really forgiving! So don't give me that smug look >:D

Akira and Aya are super cute in the 2nd picture! Seriously, Akira looks better in his Shin mode, or should I say Rei? Oh no, spoilers! >.<./

Alright, I think I shouldn't give any more spoilers now, or I'll seriously get rant on, haha.

Anyway, be prepared to see a new phyphy this friday(i hope)! Okay, not really.. -.-. I wanna try putting on falsies la, but I scared kena caught, so must put on the first day to convince everybody! Don't betray me if you see this post, or i'll kami korosu . :DDD. ilovehibariii. i got a mini hibird like toy at home bought from minitoon a long time ago, haa.
And I'm thinking of putting on extensions too. Curly kawaii ones! Then I'll tie my hair and nobody will know the difference, wahahah. It's pretty you know. But I'll rather do my hair instead. It's too sad that my hair grows really really slow. Hmph. I'm still getting them anyway, HAHAHAHA.
Count down to school. Approximately 5 more days.. Sadistic. I wanted to stay at home and shit more ]: . Shit as in sleep, eat etc. Just slacking at home is the life. Too bad I need dammit education! But Phylicia is really clever okay? :D.

Anyway, I've been reading sooooo many shoujo mangas, and I feel really S.A.D. Why can't my life be like a manga story?! Where you meet so many BISHIES! And then later you hold hands, kiss and get married. The End.

Okay maybe not like that. But the bishies are definitely in -insert evil laughter here-.
Hmm, then later you'll have a childhood friend. He suddenly comes back etc, and wants you. Okay, that's when your current crush also begins to like you etc. Then the two fight for you! -xDDDDD.- There'll be some evil witch who comes along to try to snatch one of them, but you will triumph in the end! >:D. But during this situation, you're totally oblivious. Your care and concern for them lingers around unconsciously, giving them wrong signals. You spend more time with one of them, and realise you LOVEEE him. In the end, the other guy gives up and gives you to the one you love. You'll kiss, get together, marry(WHAT!?), have babies and probably won't grow old. The boy you loves suddenly contracts some sort of freaking mean illness! D:<. And he'll tell the other guy to take care of you, and he kisses you and departs this world, telling you all those stupid sweet things which makes it even more difficult to let him go! D: boys. Then he'll tell you he will be looking after you when he dies, where you go, he'll be there, taking care of you, and he'll be by your side forever. You cry. A single tear falls from his eyes and TOOOOOOT. He dies. Then later you depart with the other guy. A brilliant smile lights on your face, as you know he is going to be with you forever and ever. Then, a new transfer student comes to your school, and he looks exactly like the one you love.

And a new story begins.

I WANT A LOVE LIKE THAT.

So romantic, sigh.
But of course, I want to be with the one I love forever, and I will wish he won't die. I won't fall for another guy.. But if the story is like the above one, you'll lose control, and beckon your body to that boy? Ahh.. and if he's personality is different, YOUR DEAD MAN! He will stinking kill you, ahha. I'm just kidding.

Sigh, I find teacher-student relationships really cute. Haha. Well, that only happens in mangas you know. If you see it in real life, it's impossible! Because the teachers are either laotikos, ugly, mean etc. I've never came across a bishie teacher before! ]: . And btw, this year, my teachers were mostly female -.- . So yay, go boys.
But those in mangas are real bishies! Some are real demanding, while some are sweet as honey. There are some even which are the cheeky type(kewwtt!).
Oh yea, I came across a manga. The student was 15 and the teacher was 19. THAT IS SO ADORABLE! But I don't think there are any qualified teachers who are below 20 hhuh ? If there are such genuises.. I wish .. x]. Look cute and clever at the same time, wahahhaa. Maybe I'm too demanding, but I want a fairytale too.

Because the sky is the most interesting thing in the world,
look after me and be the lovely sky.
Which is the most important to me in this world..

and when the time comes, i'll never let you go again.

Taikutsu da ne.

2008-12-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

Spent the whole day watching Monochrome Factor. I bought Vol.1 of the manga, sb good. Anyway, I don't want to read it on mangafox, buying the rest of the volumes to bring to school and read, wahaha.
I love the anime version, but the manga even more. HAHA. Lulu is a slut, but I like her name, OmGOSHS . ;x .
Sigh, it's been so long since the whole series has been out, but the subs are so damned slow. This anime is nice okay! Nicer if there was no Yaoi.. but yeah -.- , you get the point.
Why are all 'shadow' like animes always involve shounen-ai?! Well, the ones I come across are. Loveless should be one of them if I'm not wrong.
I wan go try watch Yaoi, but I dont think I'll stick to it for long.. =.= . Gross, who wants to see boys and boys making out?! Ew, not me -.- .
Yuri for the boys are better. I don't like watching the opposite sex having weird ideas. Haha.

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T20:27:00.003+08:00

Cool eh? 30M light in China! Woots, really pretty y' know, haha.

Okay, Merry Christmas everybody. I love Christmas. But.. Is this my unlucky year? Everytime never get present de, wth. Christmas never get, birthday never get. Is this world that stingy? zzz. Starting to get irritated le.

I went to Granny's house in the morning eat. Waaa, got alot of food! Then plus got Icecream cake to eat also. Yummmyy. Got one auntie come her house then she bring her chihuahua called Cherrie!

Very cute, lol :X. I at first sibei scared touch, cos I scared of dogs maaa (now you know ;x) . But then I tried la, then it keep lick my hand. SOOOO CUTE! When I put her on my leg I was squirming, man. It was really ticklish.

Hmm, then I got new spectacles! Woot, you'll see a new nerdy phylicia next year! Haha. It's purple. And my degree increased! From 50/75 to 125/125, lol. Scary la. I never thought my eyesight will go up to 125 ]: . It was super clear when I wore it! :D.
Actually wanted mummy to buy contacts, but it was so ex! Sigh ]: . I want to order from bs le, even cheaper. And somemore got colour lor. If I want wear to school, I go take brown colour de, more suit more eye colour, haha.

Ate turkey! YUMMMYY. I love the skin, but alot of fats sia. ]]: .

Tomorrow is Xmas!

2008-12-24T21:37:00.005+08:00

Hohoho, Merry Christmas people!

Haha. I love it when this day comes, presents! I'm going over to Granny's place tomorrow to celebrate Christmas. Daddy and Isabelle went to collection the Turkey Okaa-chan ordered at Fairprice. I can't wait to taste it! >.<. Anyway, I've realised I hadn't been uploading pictures for very very long. Maybe it's just me. But I don't really camwhore, since I'm not a pretty one, T_T. I'm gonna collect my makeup kit soon, and maybe I'll doll up to go cw-ing for a day, haha. I got some pictures from the previous days, one from 13 December before I went to the eoy convention and the other when I went out with Xue Ying to Plaza Singapura, just with an extra jacket though :D.

I know, my first outfit was uber though. My hoodie 'bubble' shirt. I ordered a new one from a blogshop not long ago. The design is design though, but just as cute! It's a white hoodie shirt with a jewel printed pink bear in the middle! I know, kawaii desho?

Anyway, selling this Superman shirt. It's in M size, though abit small, can fit S-M people. Selling it off at $9! It was extra stock from my long ago blogshop. Anybody wants to buy? It's quite a steal already, I got it at $10! Colour is true to the picture, and the plastic wrap is still there, didn't take it out yet. Tag me at my board if you want it! :D.

I just browsed through Xiaxue's blog this afternoon. There were quite alot of negative comments.. but oh well let's skip that part.
I love her videos! Just some useful ones from 'Xiaxue's Guide to Life' if I'm not wrong. I super love the one which provided help for blinging the gadgets. I'm so going to need that piece of advice and the styling hair one. Thanks though.

Waaa. I still haven't got my makeup stuff and I'm already buying clothes. I need to keep a hold of myself, or my budget may even lower! T_T. But.. a few more sets of clothes won't hurt right? >.<

Mingyu's (coughcough) Survey

2008-12-23T20:36:00.003+08:00

Okay, so was tagged by some mad chopper who says I live in the drain! *fumes* Nevermind, I'm doing it because I'm free, not because I'm listening. ^^

1. The person who tagged :
mingyu, a.k.a th chopper.
2. Your relationship with him:
1 year and a few months online friend, i'm the cleverer one! xD
3. Your impressions of him:
abit kuku de, but can be quite serious sometimes o.o
4. The most memorable things he had said to you:
did he say anything memorable thing to me?
5. The most memorable thing he had done to you:
I DON'T KNOW?! Does betting with me (and the loser is already evident= him) count?
6.If he becomes your lover, you will:
call imh and make them strap him to a bed in a dark isolate room :D
7.If he becomes your lover , thing she has to improve on will be:
his lame jokes f3.
8.If he become your enemy , you will:
make him into a robot!
9. if he becomes your enemy , the reason will be:
he didn't buy me an ice-cream! LOL, he better :D
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him now is:
help him grow shorter.
11.Your overall impression of her is:
enthu lil' kid .
12.How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
they seriously love me. RIGHT?!
13.The characteristics that you love about yourself are:
enthusiastic and optimistic! happy girl xD.
14. On the contrary , the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
can turn moody without any warning.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
phylicia. because ain't i the best there is?
16. People who cares about and likes you , say something to them:
愛してる！forgive me for the times i made you guys disappointed/sad. hold my hands, and let's connect our hearts togetherrrr :)
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1)xueyingQINGREN<3
2)olivia
3)chunyan
4)sylviaAHMA
5)peiyeeSEXYLADDDYYEE :D
6)hanyza
7)mavis
8)himlim! <3
9)xuelingMCP
10)samanthaBANGLAx]
18. Who is six having a relationship with?:
idk, she doesn't tell me T_T.
19. is nine a male or female?:
female, but act like laoauntie .
20.What is two studying about ?
lolita! and netball i think. o.0.
21.If seven and ten are together , will it be a good thing?
they don't even know each other! and no les' here pl0x.
22. When was the last time you had a chat with three?:
like a few weeks ago? o.0
23.What kind of music does eight like?:
as far as i know, any. just nice to hear can le.
24.Will you woo three?:
MAYBE. if i become a homo :D
25.How about seven?
she's going to kill me if i do D:
26.Is four single?:
yupp, and mine .
27. What is the surname of five?:
Lim.
28.Do five and nine get along well?:
YESH! We're all in the sexyladies' group, but it's too bad we're all drifting away from each other.
29.Where is two studying at?:
Singapore Sports School. I'm so proud of her! xD
30.Have you ever tried developing feelings for eight?:
i'll faint before i do. she's too over-reacted.
31.Where does nine live at?:
YISHUN! No AMK.. Nonono, that's her last location.. ugh, I dunno.
32. What colour does three like?:
pink, definitely pink.
33. Are five and one best friends?
They don't talk to each other, though they somehow know the opposite indirectly..
34.Does one have pets?:
HER PET?! HAHAHAHA.
35.Is seven the sexiest person in the world?:
omgosh no, she'll kill me before i say so.
36.What is ten doing now ?:
idk, it's been long since we contacted! *weeps*

doneee, thanks chopper for inviting me to do this darn survey. iloveyou, don't forget our bet. HAHAHAHA. seriously, i don't.

]:

2008-12-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

Mood: Enthu!
On-going show: The Legend of Brown Sugar Chivalries.

Went out with Meimei today, was kind of pissed off, but I still love her nevertheless.
Today was the deadline for my guitar fees, $176.55, imagine how much things I can buy with that amount? T.T.
Took a bus with her to AMK. Reached. We went up to withdraw the money and paid the fees.
I had a lil' craving for chocolate, so went down to Fairprice to buy! Ahh, there yummy & cheap, haha.
Got 2 boxes of Pocky and 1 packet of Kinder Bueno! Yummy x].
Played with her on the way back, asked her guess the car colours and I'll give her a pocky. Haha.
Anyway, I don't want to go into details about it, so let's just say she didn't keep her little promise and I ended up mad with her. Sigh T_T.

Hmm, now I'm wondering whether I should get the group uniform first or my lolita uniform.
It's so tempting! I'm still considering for Shiro/Kuro Loli ; Goth Loli ; Sweet Loli ; Punk Loli. I can't make up my mind, haha.
Oooo, I need to get a few makeup things now, for the ulitmate makeover! Haha.
A list would probably be ;
# Liquid Foundation
# Mascara
# Falsie Glue
# Lip Gloss
# Blusher
# Concealer
# Eyeliner
# Eyeshadows
# Creams
And I really need Contact Lenses! I'm afraid my eye is sensitive de, but I don't think so lei. Never had any problems when I accidentally touched my eye (oops! x]).
Probably would buy degree lenses. Look cute, and get my perfect vision at the same time, a killer move!
Mmmmm, I want pink! But I don't think any blogshop got sell right? I lazy go out search shops la. Need to go to the optician again to get my degree checked. Hope it didn't go up ]: .
Probably need some transparent ones for school, make my eyes look bigger and cuterrr >.< .
I'm getting a obsession already, OONOOO. o.0.

Anyway, had a weird dream today. I dreamed that my future lover is a year younger than me, and reallllllyyyy understanding. HAHHAHAHA, if only dreams could come true.
If possible, my relationship age most probably would be ; 1 year younger to 5 years older. Yupyup.
Too old or too young also not good, can't understand each other, out! That's the first factor in a relationship, understanding.
No understanding, no love, no relationship, get it!? I can't stand mindless zombies who just date a boy every single day and dump him the next. Sigh, playgirl rules, but not when you're not the one. Haha.
I need some rest to calm my enthusiasm. Hmm, my blog isn't getting much traffic, I guess I'm just to bored out of my wits that nobody who passes by gives a tag? MMMM, die. LOL.

`Phylicia.

Random :D

2008-12-22T17:13:00.002+08:00

Click it, it works as far as I know :D

I'm bored.

Searched the internet to randomly get up things to do, by oh well.
Anyway, I am planning on having a 'Private Group'. Of course, not much info will be placed here since obviously it's private. LOL!
Will be opened only to friends/close friends. A crazy group of people who goes around doing all sorts of mad things. I need a name! HAHAHA .
Well, I guess my list of close friends are going to be in since they're as mad as me, and I'm sure they'll love the idea! The first thing on our list would definitely be uniforms.

Sigh, I'm in a financial crisis already, can't support myself. BO LIU AHR?!
Moody le. LOL~
I haven't done my homework yet, screw science, not really one of the subject i like, yet do quite well.
Ughhhhhh , I need a life , seriously.

Meh.

2008-12-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Sing-song.
Latest Music rad: Seikan Hikou

3 words, Today was boring. ]: .
Nothing much lor. Just stay at home use comp + eat alot = fattie.

Anyway, I found some killer boots online for goth loli ! omgosh, the boots are power, but i scared i fall before i walk, haha. 5 inches siah, i think i can taller than olivia le xD.
Okay, so went around the net searching helplessly for nothing much.
Found an online blog for fake eyelashes! They sell the Darkness glue too at around $1o+! Quite cheap le bah, outside sell more expensive.

Sigh, I want to enroll in a Japanese school lah! Hmph, did you know singapore got a school, duno what high school arh. Foreign students attend I guess, rarely Singaporeans.
Hmmm.. Then there's that Bunka Jap sch, I want to attend! Wah, but my guitar fees already cost a bomb, should I quit that hobby? IDK! I really don't want to, but I have a ton of schedules you know? My hobbies are pilling up every single day, haha.
The fees are about $200+, considering the guitar fees, its like around $450+ everymonth for mummy to pay lei! Sigh, I feel the pain.
也许我可以叫我两个好姐妹一起去学日本语！哪有多邦？！
あたし。。日本語わはらめます。。でも。。
Atashi wa sabishi deshita ka? Kono mama .. Ikenai dayo. ]: .
At most, mom's pocket going to burst, and I don't want that. I still have lolita! Ah shit, if I quit guitar and go full time jap, I'll have no talent. I'M NOT QUITTING, RAWR.
Is my singing uber fab? Idk, because so far my only audience is my family. I hate singing to other people, afraid of sadistic rejection, y' know ? ]:

Kyou wa saigo ah !

2008-12-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

Seikan Hikou is so addictive! <3.
Went out with Xue Ying Qing Ren! Okay, we don't use that term anymore, pfff ~
We went to get makeup stuffs! Sad, I didn't get my eyeliner pencil. ]:
I got a few items laa, good enough. Need eyelash glue! Suaaaa.

Anyway, plaza sing'ed. Ate Yoshinoya! Her potato mix fell into the yucky wasabi, e.w. Either way, it was sugoku oishi da ne ? >.< .
We talked alot, then headed for hg mall, since sing had nothing much really.
Oh, and we discuss alot of stupid jokes, the shapes of human.
My shape for shuai: Quite squarish bottom and somewhat small eyes.
My shape for cute: Pointed face/ Near-pointed.
Her SHAPE FOR SHUAI AND CUTE: Pointed - ROUND!
So mean LOL, we kept giving examples like pointing around, HAHAHA.
Got yummy yummy ice cream! Chocolate McFlurryyyy xD.
I hated peanuts! So I asked the cashier whether inside got peanut bo ?
Then he reply me in some ancient language! The two of us stunned for a while, then when he out of sight we quickly laugh like siao xD.

Nothing much la? We walk back to my house void-deck and kept talking in some funny japanese language, which was totally covered in our heavy accent! xD
I love her muchmuch~ And of course she loves me, ARBEH?! she don't love me = die, hahaha.
Had fun! Though today was not much, SIGH!

i love pink, colour me pretty.

Lolita

2008-12-19T17:55:00.004+08:00

I've officially decided what I wanted for my birthday present!
Yeah, it's definitely lolita outfits okay? I was kinda pissed off by the fact that no friend of mine had given me a present, and it's already 9 days after my birthday.
Anyway, here's a reference of the lolita shops which can be found in SG!

Haru --- Far East Plaza #03-42 (shop 6)
Bloody romance --- (Far East)
Atsuki --- (suntec city Tower 3)
Alice 88th --- (15 Bali Lane near haji lane.)
Catz Apparel --- (Bugis Village)
Multiple O --- (Marina Square shopping centre 3rd level)
Banana --- (heartland mall level 2)
T3 fashion --- (Chinatown) <--- not sure about....
Black Alice --- 52 Queen St. #02-07 (ABSL-07) "Little Red Dot" Red Building @ Bugis Street Directly Opposite Rochor Hawker / Above Cheers 5 mins walk from Bugis MRT
Gothic Princess --- 77th street, bugis, 3rd floor near the lift.

Reference: http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/list_lolita_stores_37761.html

:D
Xueying and Olivia maybe going to Haru with me to buy! YAY, LOVE THEMS.

P.S. Olivia is mean, she said my present going to cost $5 only?! What can you buy with $5!?

Anyway, below are some sugoku kawaii outfits!

Haru - Gothic Lolita Dress

Haru - Wristband

Haru - Knee-length Socks

Annahouse - Lolita Skirt

Annahouse - Lolita Skirt

Annahouse - Sweet Lolita Dress

Annahouse - Shoe

Annahouse - Sweet Lolita Dress.

I don't want headdresses, seriously. I prefer hairband bows which are glued to the side.
And alot of people owe me presents, I remember every single person in my head okay ! :D.
After I get my many many outfits(yay!), I need a photographer to help us with the photoshoot of me and my friends! Ahh, that one later.
Okay, so I wanna get my prezzies soon! If you guys can't afford, share pleaseee, cos I don't want other presents beside this.
I'm up for a good Nikon or Canon camera, a cute soft toy is fine too.
But please share money if you can't afford okay..? Phylicia is pleading, okieeee?

Anyway, I want a cute boy, or a bishie, come with us! I feel like asking Gerger and Alvin lei. Because the two are realllyyy siding towards the cute boy side.
But that stupid Alvin goes to North Vista Sec and Gerger go Yishun Secondary I think. We're SEPERATED ! TT.
Sigh, gerger (maybe!) willing, if it's nice la. I think he can cross-dress! GIRLGIRL IS SO CUTE! <3. That's what earned him his nickname from us girls, HAHA. Geralddd x].
Alvin ah? He too much ego and pride liao! (oops don't kill me please.) He keeps calling me that stupid #$^%&%%@# name. When me and xueying called him a few months ago, HE CALLED ME (censored).
Uggghhh, I wonder if his face has been spoilt with pimples etc already o.o . I remember his skin being fair like a princess ;x.
And, he kept hanging out with me, esther, xy, olivia last time. We were lke ONE BIG FAMILY ! haha.
I want to contact them soon and ask them about this, haha.
The girls need to go and shop for makeup items and improve skills le, become we're now really rusty. Cannot anyhow apply later the skin tear also dunno (f5!).
So, please support me okieeee?　ありがとうみんなさん！：D .　

S1 Registration

2008-12-19T14:29:00.002+08:00

AH! I woke up at 5:50am today, head spins -.-~
Kinda disappointed la seriously, I was going around hunting for bishies and cute guys, but unfortunately, THOSE WHO CAME ARE A 1*. majority, really -.-.
There was no REALLY cute boys, aaaahhh ]: .
My main motive.. {is to make them go cosplay/lolita with me and my friends.}
OOOOPS, pretend you didn't see that xD.

Anyway, saw my baobei Xueling there! She ran away from me ! ]: $%^*&^%$@!, killllll . In her SJAB camp shirt, pff -.- .
I was stuck at the 1F counter til 10:30~ 3 more students didn't come, hmph~ i swear i'm gonna make life hell for them next year. WAHAHAHA .
After that, walked around the whole school with HimLim, then suddenly the bookshop auntie ask us follow her help o.0!
okay so in the end, we ended up in the boy's uniform section!
help there help here, then i had to take the clothes and pants(eeks!), help them to measure everything.
and that's where i found out there were no cute boys, so much for helping! hmph. i want a cutecute junior! SUPER BISHIE ALSO CAN!
just a boy. a girl is fine, but i'm more on the 'finding a cute/bishie junior' side ! xD.

Ah, sad, no picture huh ? Not allowed to take out the phones, if not, there's gonna be a really pretty girl on the frontpage on my blog! hahaha.
my hair, was tied.. okay, not even tied, it was like turned to the left side, not tied! okay, nevermind.

Ughh, stress =.=~

2008-12-18T21:11:00.003+08:00

I just came back from SL camp yesterday and I'm going to school again tomorrow! Ugh, heaven help me.
My muscle aches, really bad. Like I went on a major gym rad, pff -.-
Tomorrow is the P6 registrations! I'm going for the reception desk with welfare group, harhar.
Pray pray pray there are some nice kiddies, not those spoilt idiotic ones going around whining about every single thing they see.
The best is that there are some hyper bishies! I will seriously go gaga i tell you xD.

Macross Frontier ! BISHIE ALERTTTTT !
I like Brera Stern alot, but seriously, his name stinks ! =.=~
Overall, the show was quite okay uh.
I was like cursing Alto throughout the show, he is such a playboy! A really dense one!
The ones I like most are Ranka and Brera, the kyodais. I love Ranka's singing voice, but the voice actor talking doesn't match the character.

Sigh, the Lero reminded me of some smut manga character though. The face all squarish and the hair was like?! BEYOND MUSHROOM F5. It's not even called a mushie head lor -.-.

I LOVE AIMOOOOOOO , it pwns. I sometime sing it in a soft manner, well cos the song is like, SOFT DUH?! HAHAHA.
I wanted the guitar version, pff. I got the easier tabs, but I want the chord ones. For guitars alright. Anybody can send me the MP3 version too? I can't download it for some reason..

I'M GONNA MEET YOU JUNIORS TOMORRROWWW WWAHAHAHA.
i can't believe 1 year passed so easily, it was like, wind.. Sigh, I've just grown a year older, and I don't want that. I want to stay the age I am now.. Never aging..
i wonder what's going to happen in the future. ROBOTS?! maybe. not a war, please. we don't want a world war III .
Sigh, no nerds please. I still can't believe I'm taking 1B. I wanted my class, 1E!
STRAIGHT ! NO BI'S ONEGAI. Homos are definitely out too.
Hmm.. 2nd express class sia, what to expect?
Anyway, our group name is Bellanca! LOL we were laughing the whole time about it, how to read?!
BE-LAN-KE is th correct way, but stella(our leader! yay.) read it as BELL-LEN-KA. and we laughed like mad. how to make a cheer?
anyway, our cheer finally came from jiaxin, woots.

oh, and group EMOtality won Best Teamwork for Amazing Race! Go EMO~ LOL.
our group cheer is sibei cuteeee.
-
E is for emotality ruin's everybody's life.
M is for miserable people.
O is on the bright side cos we have some fresh cookies, COOKIEEES.
~
fab? lol it's the stellar man. OMG I'M SOUNDING LIKE A SCENE KID! haha. anyway, the con of our group is that we can be really quiet when thinking.
other than that, we keep talking -.- . oh and let's go kill benjamin.
he keep on talking about freddie pants split! f5 (hope he doesn't sees this x;) and the rest of us were laughing -.- . well velda and zhiyee laughed like no tmr!

i slept from when i came back, about 6pm to 8am today! i even amazed myself, didn't know i was so tired.
well, okay my whole limbs were breaking, really -.- . i'm going to sleep soon, tomorrow waking up at 5:50. hope i don't get disappointed.
go YUYING ! (no , i don't mean it!)

[:

2008-12-14T18:07:00.002+08:00

i finally finished watching Zettai Kareshi. VERY VERY HAPPY WITH THE ENDING.
i wanted that robot guy to die, waahahaha, he was a hindrance =x.
hiro is soooo kawaii [; , i thought he would be better with Riko, xD.

man, i'm pissed =.= .
i didn't get to see the figurines yesterday! boohoo, and i was planning to get some too~
so for now, alot alot of people owe me presents, and you know who you are.
don't make take a pig head and hang it on your door! D:<

i'm thinking of getting a sweet/goth lolita outfit to dress up as.
so i've given you an inspiration for your present already~
get anything which concerns sweet/goth lolita.
be it a head-dress, shoes, outfit, glove, etcetc.
i don't want so many head dresses! x] . i know alot will get it since it's the cheapest. you can share a present, but don't be so stingy ! or i'll murder you, wahahaha.
the sooner i get, the sooner i'll post a picture of me in a lolita costume! x], and forget it, i won't let you drool, HAHAHAHA. okay, self-proclaimed chiobu f333.

i was thinking of a really cute dress. i saw a couple wearing matching goth lolita outfits!
the boy was really SHUAI MAN! i got a close-up look on his face since he was just standing beside me yesterday, haha. the girl was really pretty tooo~ [: .
they make a really really sweet couple!

甘いの御伽噺。。

STAC EOY 2008

2008-12-13T21:18:00.007+08:00

HAHAHA. Finally the post most people have been waiting for !
The STAC EOY '08 @ Singapore Expo.

i went there with Xue Ying and Olivia. We met Van at there by chance o.o.
those two aunties used their phones while I borrowed Mummy's camera and took quite alot of pictures!
WARNING:The file size is really big, so it might lag your comp! Gomen, I don't know how to resize it! T_T, someone teach me please. Anyway, view at your own risk.
after taking a long trip: From Hougang to Tampines, then MRT to Expo, we finally reached our destination!
we saw two cosplayers at the MRT station, and my, were they cool x].
there were really alot of people there, and we were like, "LET'S GO TAKE PICTURES!" :D

the first thing that caught our interest there was a cosplayer dressed up as Yuuki from VK.
she was really cute eh? Too bad, I only got one picture, sigh! T_T.
i saw Hibari, Mario, Lambo! HAHAHA. I was going mad about them, kawaii dayo ne ?
sobs, I wanted to take some of the people there, like Hibari etc. They were SO CUTE. OMGOSH! T_T.
there were alot of performance. Like the Baka Ninja team, everybody was going nuts about the cool performance! WOOOO. I had a smile on the whole time, haha.

we didn't stay after the performance and went to Tampines to eat McDonalds! had a really fun time, we chatted alot.
look forward to the three of us going as lolitas next year (probably) , if we don't plan to go cosplay.. Haha. Too bad, when we decided to take a picture, we actually forgot ! F5. In the end went home without a picture, ]:
i miss them alot! Really glad we got to meet up today for this fun event.
anybody willing to go to the next event with us? You're welcomed, just leave a tag alright?! :D.

And the pictures! (finally.)

1) Yuuki

2) Code Geass; Lancelot!

3) 5, 15 and 25 year old Lambos! :D

4) Vampire Knight

5) Kateikyoshi Hitman Reborn! ♥

6) VK Back View (If this happens to be yours, please request to take it off if you want)

7) Lambo: Kimi ga dare? Boku wa Lambo! x]

8) Noahs (If this happens to be yours, please request to take it off if you want)

9) On a hot saturday afternoon.

10) On the stage.

11) Akatsuki Team (correct me if I'm wrong!)

12) Akatsuki Team (2)

13) The whole Baka Ninja Team!

14) Hawt hawt Zombie Loaaann [:

That's it for the cosplayers! Now for some secret pictures xD.

15) Xue Ying: Waaa! Coffee Bean!

16) Engrossed in a mag.

17) Van: OMG! Hot chiobu alert ~

18) Xue Ying: Huh?

This is the video for the Baka Ninja Team~ Them dancing on stage. It was really great and everybody was cheering really loudly! They were the best :D. It's not the full one, but oh well.
20)

and the last and the BEST OF ALL!
21) BWAHAHAHAHAH!

Thanks for viewing! :D

tag for me alright!? :D

HER BDAE :D

2008-12-10T19:06:00.003+08:00

tanjoobi omedetoo, phylicia! [:

i was so hyper today! my birthday mah, once in a year.. i wanna celebrate it with love ! x].
today, i went out with mummy, daddy and meimei .
the celebration wasn't extravagant. we just went to kovan.
ahhh, eat sakaesushi! i became pangpang le, hahas.
after eating, went walkwalk ard the 2nd floor.
bought minimelts, it taste the same as ever! i love rainbow and chocolate x].
i loveeee mummy! she bought me my prezzzieeee.
daddy is so mean, he didn't get me anything this year. last year too! T_T mean father`..
anyway, she bought me a really cute soft toy!

my flatflat eeyore! not heehore -.-.

i took a picture with it, but i look realllyy weird. haha. anyway, i tied my hair up in a high bun today just for my birthday! hehes . i like the style alot, but i think i didn't do it the right way. i need someone to teach meee. onegai?
anyway, i didn't get a laptop nor a camera. sigh.
daddy keeps lying to me! i feel really depressed..

random pic: the view out of my balcony. (night time)

ugh, i want a better birthday party next year! blehs.
anyway, talked to zk just now. i hope that aidonggua hasnt forgotten our bet!
hahaha, he will never grow to my height, TRUST ME ! :D.

omg, I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO 13 DEC.
cosplay conv. here i comeeee.
im so happy, oli-bestie is coming too! i wanna ask xy too, haha.
SHE WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!(xy) <3.
today so far only..

Chun Yan.MyFamily.XueYing.ZhungKiat.Alvan.Jasper
wished me happybdae! T_T

how many people only?! even bestie never wish me. sigh..
nahh, i'm not crying. phylicia is strong! ^^.
i want to thank those who wished me a happy birthday..

anyway, i wanna complain something more.
ONLY MUMMY GAVE ME A PRESENT. WHAT IS WITH THAT?! HOW MANY JUST TALK NEVER GIVE PRESENT, HUH ?! huh?!
lols. i need to calm down ! haha.
i dont ever wanna go to school again, staying at home is ichiban~
the calming feeling of your house.. i really like that feeling. a place of belonging.
unlike that yuying!? i cant say i dislike it, but i just dont prefer .
it's nothing like a second home, trust me.
sigh, i wanna go to another school, but i dont want to abandon my friends too.
I'M AT A LOST!

ohyeaa.. my wish didn't come true.
you know, finding the guy of my dreams wish.
i didn't get a birthday cake too.
]: . nobody got me a cake. sobs.
i wanted to wish my wish. a longlasting one.
but then.. T_T~!

it's alright.. (rubbing away tears). i'll do my best.

manga♥!

2008-12-08T22:35:00.003+08:00

MANGAMANGAMANGA♥! :D

atashi wa, manga ga daisuki! ~

boohoo, why aren't they subbing the khr! series anymore?! i love the characters so much. the art is BEAUTIFULLL x].

a few guesses?

chrome.hibari.dino.mukuro.belphelgor.15y-o-lambo.

still got alotalot! i just can't remember, haha. tsuna is haaawtt too. but they spoiled his hair in the anime, haha.

anyway, 've been reading lots of manga. i love manga! :D. yupyup. there are so many sweet oneshots! i love sleeping beauty wa nemurenai most~ so kawaiii xD.
the storyline is so cute! omt! i wish i can meet somebody likeee thattt. MAYBE! but i wont forgive that person for taking my first kiss away so easily like that, hahahaha.

HE IS SO CUTE! I wonder if any of my friends who wear spectacles looks like a god when they take it off..
I don't know, but if there's anyone like that, i'll be your victim! x] (nah, just kidding. really.)
i've read alot today especially. WAAAAHHH I LOVE THEM!
i need recommendations, haha. too bad the board isn't up, i'm gonna change my blogskin again.
anyway, i was scolded many times today >_______<. not my faultttt alright?! i laughed too loud and too many times.. LOVELY COMPLEX IS SO FUNNY, WHAT YOU WANT ME DO?! (pants) otani atsushi is soooo the heartthrob. he's sweet and loyal. and you have to love the oblivious part of him. waaaaa, so cute . well, i guess i can only live in this fantasy world when im not oblivious to the real world right? my only form of entertainment, besides my other sweetsweet hobbies! i wonder if mr.perfect will appear infront of me soon? o.0. }EXCLUSIVE!`]

phylicia's typeeee.
` haha, this is once in a life time you will know de okay?!
what should i say?
let's sum it up - my dream guy.

i don't know if this would only ever happen to me in fairytales?! to be specific, in my dreams T_T.
my type of guy is definitely, } cute, caring, happy, fun-loving, good-willed, KIND!, friendly, oblivious(sometimes),etcetc.
is this alot? i don't know, but if you sum it up.. SOMEBODY LIKE OTANI ATSUSHI!
several other characters like him - kazuki(la corda d'oro), kukai(sc)
haha, i don't know, i just like those kind, caring and friendly guys. like, they're so full of energy everyday! I DONT MEAN THAT KIND OF ENERGY ALRIGHT?! -smacks head-
i mean like, fun-lovvvingggg. haha.

&& worse thing is.
i know it'll never happen to someone like me! T_T.
it's too good to be true, y' know? why would someone so nice like a bookwormiee like MUAH!?
share my heartfilled tears. T____T''

but i really hope it does, because i'll wish upon a fairytale♥
please, but can it be my birthday present which is 2 days away?
that's my only wish. [:

Woo.

2008-12-02T15:09:00.002+08:00

OMGOSH!

Britney Spears made a comeback! I'm an old fan of her music, haha. Her voice is nice, but it was sad that her reputation fell due to the scandals before.

Hear her newest single: Circus
http://www.imeem.com/britneyspears/playlist/XT-b3ZKs/britney_spears_circus_music_playlist/

I love her songs! Wootttt. She hasn't lost her touch! Just the fact that she grew a few years older..

Anyway! I changed the blogskin again. Some chopper was complaining on the manlegs on my previous skin =___=.
I prefer this one so much more! Found it by accident, I wonder why it isn't a SOTD, because it should!
Navigations on the white boxes at my right! :D

&get hooked on the current music blasting through your comp speakers!
I loveeee UVERworld! the lead singer is hot! haha.
The lyrics are on the last white box, if you want to sing along.
I can sing the whole song without seeing the lyrics! + it's A-O.K ~
Ahhh, I just love my talent, haha.

Sigh, I wanna get a good career when I grow up.
A model? Singer? Fashion Designer!? Photographer?!`
I loooooveeeeee the many jobs avaliable! Those four are my dream careers! x]

I WANT TO MEET KOIKE TEPPEI!
He looks so much like Ikuta Toma. AHHH, HAWWWTT FACTOR!
Mizushima Hiro is hawt tooo. I hate his role in Lovely Complex Live Series.
SUZUKI LEI?! HE STINKS! =.= . it's funny how he always nosebleed in the show.
I swear, the blood is like tomato sauce, not at all looking real!
Me L-O-L-ed at the part where Chiharu said. "I'm not wearing any panties under my yukata!"
NOSEBLEEEEDD. LOL!
He's cuteeeeee [:

Oh and you're not supposed to wear any undergarments under a yukata?! *faints*
I wanted to try wearing one lei. OHmyTIANS.
bra, panties etc never wear?! O_O . be sure to see photographers playing dead in the streets during the matsuris! HAHA.
the reason? to catch a glimpse of the empty hole beneath the dressings. LALALA.
aaaah, japanese guys are soooo hawt! >.<

sweetsweetlove,
phylicia♥

Day out.

2008-12-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

Helllloooo :D .

Didn't get the chance to post yesterday, watching Lovely Complex, anime de.
HAHAHA. Funny sia. I loooooveeeee Atsushi ! xD. He's so cuteeee. MY TYPEEE REALLY!
okay la, i admit. my type alriteee? ;D.
i love the pairing. a short boy and a tall girl, comedyyyy ! haha.

today went out with mummy!
hougang mall rawr. popular, fairprice blabla.
i got my school books! FINALLY! i was wondering when i was going to get them actually -.-.
after buying them, we went down to b1 and bought food from Mr Bean.
went out of the mall to find a seat.
sigh! it was so bored i just had to lighten up the mood shouldn't i?
anyway, i grinnedddd at my mummy! "Mummy, how did you meet Dad?"

MOM IS SO MEAN!
she continued chewing on her bun thingy. didn't even spare to give me a look T_T.
i guessed alot alright. school, club, KOPITIAM (heck yeah i know -.-), etc. but all NO?!
i didn't get the answer in the end. i even asked her HOTEL ARH?!
sigh, mummy can be so horterrible sometimes.
but i still love her loads! MUMMY BANZAI~ x].

i smsed olivia. we've lost contact for so long. guess what?!
SHES GOING WITH ME TO THE CONVENTION!
i love youuuu bestie! x]. olivia banzai! banzai! banzai~
and my present is coming along with her, HAHA.
and i owe her an icecream for guessing her bdae wrong, SOBS! T_T.
i talked quite alot with her. sad.
being in a sports school is hard work huh..? you cant even see your friends, heck communicate!
i miss her soooooo much. glad we're having a mini reunion! i'm looking forwardddddd x]

with love,
phylicia♥

Ouch.

2008-11-29T15:36:00.003+08:00

hey.
i'm risking my life just taking seconds to type these words out, so you better leave a tag after you read this, haha.
anyway, i just came back from guitar lessons. i arrived at 1:35, lessons start at 1:30.
and guess what?! EMPTY! only the teacher inside, so end up i solo one person for 1 hour haha.
my teacher gave me alot of good tips! aaaahhh xD, and i asked him questions too, lol!

Me: Teacher, when you start playing the guitar?
Teacher: I studied guitar in an indonesian university. (no link? lols.)
Me: Waaa. Really?!
Teacher: Ya, I learned the electric guitar in 1995..
Me: *pout* i just born only..
Teacher: Haha. I learned acoustic in 1993,
Me: *bigger pout* WA ! My brother just born.. *T_T*.

then we talked quite alot. class ended, bo bian la.
anyway, he let me try his nylon strings. because my guitar uses metal de.
HE'S SO EASY RAWR! When I play his is sooooo much easier than mine, pfff >.>.
i wanna get new guitar! my bro's and mine cannot put nylon de, sobs.

and now, my fingers hurt like hellll. dumb metal strings! when i press them, PAIN! T_T.
but i want a camera, IXUS CAMERA WHAHAHAHAHA.
the convention is drawing closer day by day, and i havent even found th suspenders.
maybe i'll buy a hoodie t-shirt i found on a blogshop. ohwellll.

i'm watching a new anime now, Princess Princess.
Is all boys school then got bishounens get chosen to be a Hime (Princess).
they wear goth lolita etc.
speaking of lolita, I WANNA TRY. i'm gonna look like a sweet doll, trust meee xD.
anyway, i like th red-head! i think his name is Mikoto, KAWAIII x]!

omg;sianeddd.

2008-11-28T20:32:00.003+08:00

what do you do at home when you're bored? - eat, sleep, shit and use th comp.

SIaNED! D: .

anyway, お目で十ございます！私わ花盛りの君たちへFINISHEEEE ! :D.
th special episode was so funny i laughed for a few minutes. my mother was like asking, whats wrong with you phylicia?! laugh until lidat. haha .

ohyea, and i'm planning to get a good camera for the eoy convention!
pleading my parents alright?! i loveeee them soooo .
they always allow me to do what i want, and in return, i tell themalmosteverything! :D
hmm, i want to get the canon ixus model, which one is better? any suggestions?
maybe 870is - http://site-sg.canon-asia.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=digitalcamera&prod_type=ixus870is

im in need of suspenders! i would love black or white ones. two-toned ones are great too.
my budget is around $5-$20 bahs.
any good quality and cheap ones? recommend plox! i wanna wear them for the conv ! :D.

edit: short suspenders too if avaliable! :D.
i have to go for guitar lessons tmr AGAIN. soooobbbbs TT . i hate going out .
ugh, i've fallen in love with the song sadistic vampire. len is just soooo hard to resist x]!

tag replies.

# samantha ` - sammm, i don't link people, lazy, x]. you got any blogshops which sell suspenders to recommend? :D
# kmy - uhh? like what? my life is boring, haha.
# xueling - =_____=, change what ?

Tears/.

2008-11-27T18:19:00.004+08:00

i CRIED.

even though i hate rin and len pairings, i love this story. waaaaa, it's so sad.
this story is about a robot(rin) and a lonely scientist(len).
she was created, but lacked one thing, a kokoro (heart), a program.
she attains it when the scientist dies soon after, but she had lost him already and is all alone.
she thanked the heart for letting her feel emotions, and it soon overloaded her system and she passed away.

DAMMIT WATCH THE VIDEO! i'm no good at describing. sniffsniffff.
sigh, it's so unrealistic actually. but, how could len be abandoned?! i'm gonna throw that person off the building, rawr. the storyline is really sad actually. i cried especially at the last part where he came back for her. it was so cute .

anyway, LEN IS SO HAWT IN THIS VID, esp at 5:13 x]! whoever drawed it is loveddd. okay, he is hot in every other. haha. i love his character design and rin's! infact i love the twins the most amongst the other vocaloids.

aaahhhh, len is th best. too bad, it's not love, but maybe admiration? idk. haha. his voice actor is a woman and i've seen her picture. i'm sooooo not into les-ing, alrightt ? ^^.

レンを愛してるだね。

26 November 'o8

2008-11-26T16:11:00.003+08:00

psssshhh. i've been searching around th net for the latest singapore cosplay conventions.
but then, no hope T_T.
i need extreme help right now! rawrrr.

anyway, maybe i'll dress up as Lenalee from D.Gray-man!
AHHH I NEED IDEAS!
sigh, at this rate, i need to cut down on my chocolate and sweet intake ]:!
it's a really big sacrifice okaaayyy.
haha.

how about th pink haired girl from gsd?
i better go watch th series first.. lol =_________+.

anybody who can provide me th latest cosplay news pleaseplease write in my taggy!
ありがとう　！：Ｄ．

edit: yay me! i managed to find a websitee. lala.
i'm going for th december's convention at s'pore expo.
i can't wait, i'm gonna take a dozen of photos. [: .
anybody interested in going with me? i don't mind extra company .
if you're gonna cosplay on that day, T.E.L.L.M.E., alright? :D.

251108

2008-11-25T18:27:00.003+08:00

SIAN-EDDDDDD D:

HEWWWWLLLOOOOWWWW. tch, twittyyyy . haha .
as planned, went for ict then to ushering duty today.
omg it was hella boring! rawwwrr.
not much parents went. me, himlim and kenji .
dummy melvin just had to pon his ict and come bully me along the way T_T.

Hanazakari no Kimitachi e 花ざかりの君たちへ

in english : For you in Full Blossom.

It's the JAPANESE version! HAHAHAHAHA.
this comedy is really funny, lols. i watched the taiwanese version, and it's not as half as funny as this.
the dorm heads are reallly humourous, i was laughing at them all the way.
i'm such a great fan! haha.
anyway, must i mention how hawwwwttt th characters are?
not really a 100, but is waaay over pass! x].
kawaii desho? :D.

anyway, if anybody knows of cosplay conventions is sg, please please tell me.
since im not really to cosplay, i'll TAKE THE PHOTOS!
yup, i'm gonna ask my parents to buy for me those big cameras.
and i'll click here and there.
i really wanna get one! those canon ones.. haha.
need good quality pictures y' know?!

TELL ME IF YOU KNOW OF ANY COSPLAY CONVENTIONS ONEGAIIII DAKARA ! :D.

2411o8

2008-11-24T15:19:00.004+08:00

COSPLAYYYYYY♥
haaaa ! :D.
i heard there's a cosplay event from 23-24nov, and the saddest thing is..
I DIDN'T GO!
WHICH IDIOT DIDN'T TELL ME?!
I swear, I'll take a dagger and plunge it into someone right now -.-

Here comes Ronald McDonald Shinigami Version! LOL.

I practically lauuuughhhedd ooouuutttt loooouuudddd at this pic.
My brother said I was mad -.-, but when I showed it to him, he laughed too.
Familliar much ? It's actually the Shinigami from DeathNote.
I forget the name! Bleh ;x

Anyway, some pretty hawwwt pictures I randomly found on the net, may be kinda old, but who cares? :D

Zero from VK

Honey Senpai from OHSC!

Rin and Len from Vocaloid

Rima Touya from VK

That probably sums it up. But I really want to cosplay!
Shitness, I think I'll do better, don't you think? Wahahaha .
I found this web goggled for cosplayers. Sigh, I think I'll go get a suit for fun first.
The first try I want to do.. Probably Rima, Miku or even ..
Sigh, I don't know, need so ideas, yupyup.
Anybody willing to go try out cosplay with me? :D.
Will be loved lotlotlotlot..yea, in your dreams.
HAHA!:D.

Okay, I love Gundam 00! :DDDD .
I finished the first season ytd night at 1130, HAHAHA. 25 episodes in a day [:.
no, 27 o.0. I watched the first two episodes for the second season too.
i got til episode8 today, that's as far as i can go for now.
I WANNA WATCH ! T_T . They haven't showed it in Japan yet.
As far as I know, I've never thought I'll actually want to watch Gundam series. O_O.
Hm, the character I like most has got to be.. SETSUNA ! he keeps humouring me with his .. "GUNDAM!" LOL.
and Onlock, maybe Nena too. How about Allelujah? I guess the one I like the one most is..
DRUM ROLL PLOXXX.

... Wang Liu Min!
Yup, you saw it right, that backass two timer x-x.
I love Ribbons too, he is SO CUTE ! xD.
Anyway, I liked liumin the first time I saw her in the anime. lalala.
Maybe I'll cosplay her, cos she's really kawaii! D: the hair how? -.-. I MEAN THE COLOUR !
T_T .
I look forwards to it, haha.

NOTENOTE: Made my blog public. Don't spam shit or I swear, I'll report you to Phylicia's Killing Spree. Thank you ! :D

woot .

2008-11-23T15:09:00.001+08:00

I was alone.
Sheer cold rain poured over the dark skies, drenching my petite figure as I stood still in the midst of the pavement. I ran a finger through the locks of my wet hair and twirled it around.
Green.
I never liked the colour. It was ugly, and I disliked it with a burning passion. For it was the only thing my wretched father left me, of all things. I snickered in disgust and freed my hand of the bunch full of hair.
My family was rich. I got everything I wanted, everything any girl would want. But, I was terribly disgusted with myself. I was different from the rest of my family. I had this power. The ability to materialize anything I wanted.
I adapted to it. In fact, I perfected it. But it made me feel like a monster. A creature in the dark where nobody can see you, and recognize you for who you are. ‘Am I the only one with this kind of power?’ I would think occasionally.
Nobody knew about this, till now. Ever since they found out, my family shut me from the outside world.
I was afraid and scared.
Their answers were the same, because we care about you. I didn’t understand, I didn’t want to understand.
Was it because I was a freak?..
“Alodia!” I heard my boyfriend approach me with a wide grin as he raised his hand to take mine. “You’re in the rain, dummy. Let’s go back.” I nodded at him and took his hand. He smiled back and pulled me carefully into the covers of the black umbrella he was holding.
“Even though you turn down the model offer, you shouldn’t feel so sad, cupcake.” He reassured me. “Besides, a bountiful of Victoria’s Secret dress lines will keep your closet busy, won’t they?”
“Yeah.. I guess so.” I smiled back at him.
I met Ciel at my thirteenth birthday.
Beams of light from cars driving back and forth on the road lighted the dark pathways. I looked up at the sky and gasped in astonishment. The moon was a light red in colour. Was that even possible?
It happened so fast then.
A loud screech of a black car halted at the pavement beside us. Suddenly, dozens of men in black suits came out of it and cornered us. The both of us were caught off-guard.
I formed two guns on my hands, threatening to shoot if anybody moved.

Ugh, life T_T.

2008-11-21T19:13:00.002+08:00

heyhey . :D
let's talkie about dramas.
yup, i've been watching those nowadays instead.
gaaahhh, i dont understand my sudden obsession with it too. T_T.
okay, i've officially watched..

four dRAMAs :D!
(taiwanese) brown sugar macchiato
(japanese) 1 litres of tears
(taiwanese) devil beside you
(taiwanese) why why love.

phyphy is halfway thru whywhylove!
at episode 12, lala .
i love it lots lots, esp the he jun xiang; mike he and yang cheng lin; rainie yang pairing!
so sweet.
they keep bickering lol!
i love the behind the scenes part most, FUNNY! xD

anyway, i went to hg mall popular today to look for newmoon.
yea, bai fei le lor.
don't have! sigh, i went and came back empty-handed T_T!

i wanna read NEWMOOOONN.
my hand itching painfully, sigh.
don't tell me i must go whitesands buy!?
yea, sylvia told me there got sell.
omg, if don't have hor, i think i ask mummy buy online le, so much fangbian.

FLU BUGG T_T

2008-11-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

imaa sickkk.
sigh,
很痛苦。。
びょお気なります。。
i mean, i couldn't even breathe properly yesterday.
it was so difficult to sleep.
i felt like dying on the spot.
i really really really don't want to get sick anymore, it hurts alot.

my breath is short, and i have to breathe through my mouth.
my nose is blocked, and i have to keep wiping the dripping water away.
i planned to buy New Moon today..

but my hopes are really gone.
i was so sick i couldn't even leave the house.
anyway, i'm still feeling this way right now.

my head feels so heavy and painful.
i really really want to get well, soon.
and i don't want to get sick anymore.

Brown Sugar Macchiato

2008-11-11T14:24:00.000+08:00

BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO;D

i love the drama series, haha.
finished it already. i was actually planning to do a fic for this, but im not sure.
because i love the storyline so much! HAHAS :D.

anyway, i love guigui x wangzi most.
that pairing is so sweeeetttt. like sugar! :D.

these few days i really got nothing to do.
nobody ask me go out whatsoever, sigh.

MEMEMEME .

2008-11-06T17:58:00.000+08:00

PHYLICIA IS A DOLLIEE . [:

;D.
okay, cut my lovely fringe. i had to see it falling to th floor one by one! how painful is that ? T_T .

anyway, i look like a dollie. yes a D.O.L.L . omg, scream . AHHH . yay me ;D !

i'm going to get th picture and edit this post soon, so look out for it! HAHA

i'm telling myself that. anyway, i got a new fic based on zero no tsukaima. i loveee it lotalotalota. though it's not an original plot, haha. it's still MMMMYYYY storyline, y' know? ;D . i'll see you around, somewhere .

your lovely smile, reserved only for me .

D.GRAY-MANNNN.

2008-11-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

D.GRAY-MAN!

I'M FINISHING THIS SERIES ! I'm so freaking happy, woots! I love this anime so muchhh xD. Haha . Anyway, 103 episodes, yay me! ^^ . im going for th manga soon .

I hate the ending, stinks! T_T . Just lame shit and th lvl 4 died, how fun is that?
NOT FUN [: .

anyway, i'm loving th storyline so far. i'm waiting for season3 ! ^^

Stay home day.

2008-11-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

WATCHING D.GRAY-MAN! :D

haha. im near half of it already, lala .
I LOVE YOU LAVI . AISHITERU!
okay la, my typeeee . somehoww . but he's really cute [: .

lovelovelovee. maybe it's just admiration, haha! :D.

cos i cant love an anime character right?
that'll be really wrong. and im always right! ^^

Code Geass

2008-10-29T16:42:00.000+08:00

LELOUCH NO BAKA !
ルルーシュ・ランペルージの馬鹿！Rurūshu Ranperūji
sigh .
he wanted to end th chain of hatred. i really pei fu him.
i cried at th end. sobs T_T!
if only this world will have th same problem in the future.
damn, i will KILL!
and protect my love ones. haha .

im so NOT immune to loud shoutings.
i realised that i m not that strong.
i .. ._. . nevermind T_T.

WAAAA .

2008-10-25T19:05:00.001+08:00

I've finished my ' I love you, senpai ' fic!
YAYYY. It's a one-shot. Tsubasa x Mikan, y' know? :D.

Today, when I went to guitar lessons.
So many people keep pushing me!
I'm going to be squished one day, damn -.-.

Oh, today's guitar lesson was difficult, really!
My fingers were sprained , pui -.- .
I mean, my first finger had to be put on the 1st fret on the 1st string, and my 3rd finger on the 3rd fret of the 5th string.
IT HURT! ]:!

Anyway, got a load full of my favourite chocolate!
It tasted like heaven, please! :D.

Oh, and I really need to get out of my house and go shopping.
Really, I'm bored at home.
And my clothes are really limited, it hurts me.
I've found out slang is really good for cussing. LOL!
Random: I hate her so much, I name my boogers after her!

It's a freaking slang from Hannah Montana.
Miley is going to get replaced by Selena Gomez in the show, so much for gossip.
Anyway, I don't really hold a grudge against her.
I'm happy-go-lucky with this things !

Oh, I'm getting a new laptop next week.
My heart goes fluttering just thinking about it, haa.
It's going to be a VAIO laptop! LIGHT PINK OR BLUE.
White is nice too, but other than these 3 colours, I swear I'm going to spray paint on it.

Oh noeeees. I'm going mad! YAY ME! or not. Haha .
I can't wait to get juniors next year.
I'm going to spoil them cute. HAHAHA!
Yes, sweet is a really sweet craving.

The start of the holidays!

2008-10-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

The start of the holidays!
YES, it's really the start! WHEEE :D.
There's holiday hw and ict training though.
It's boring, I know, but it's okay.
Daddy said I can get a laptop next week!
I needed 0.9% more to get to express.
Sobs, I want to cry le larhs.
Yea, I got 69.1%! I need 70% to get there -.-.
Today was really boring, I sat in the hall until my butt pain.

Mr Neo, Mr Amir and Ms Ng is leaving the school.
The two male teachers are retiring while the principal is going to another school.
We'll get a new DM and a new principal.
I don't want that!
Mr Neo is really nice you know, if got new DM.
I scared he'll be really mean. Sigh.
Anyway, Good Luck for the 3 of you, take care of yourselfs, god bless. (: .

I wonder if one day, I'll settle for a good life too.
Haha, it'll be my best wish! :D
Ah, I'm planning on making a new story. HAHA ! :D.

I want my new lappieee. Yay me ! [: .
I'll get a apple laptop, it'll better be pink or white! Haha.
I don't mind periwinkle or light blue either.
xD.

シドshido (sid)

2008-10-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

SID!
Yes I'm kinda hooked.
I seriously need someone to tell me the download links for their songs T_T!
Heard their music from Monokuro no Kiss.
And Mao is the hottest, but the most gay-est.
He smokes too, how sad T-T.

Band info:

Mao (マオ) Vocals

Birthday : October 23
Height : 173cm
Weight : 54kg
From : Fukuoka
ex : SHULA　

Shinji (しんぢ) Guitar
Birthday : February 8
Height : 178cm
Weight : 57kg
From : Saitama
ex : URANUS　

Aki (明希) Bass
Birthday : February 3
Height : 175cm
Weight : 55kg
From : Tokyo
ex : RAM∞REM

Yuuya (ゆうや) Drums
Birthday : December 9
Height : 180cm
Weight : 60kg
From : Chiba
ex : SHULA　

I'm so nice. xD.
Hais, I want to download their songs!
I'm going to burst right now T_T

Boring.

2008-10-19T18:50:00.001+08:00

Today is indeed boring.
I went to randomly post a new fanfic based on Enma Ai's (Jigoku Shoujo)'s past.
I bet it's hilarious.
From becoming hell girl to becoming a vampire.
What a beautiful twist. NOT!

Anyway, Izumi Yukihira is so dammit kawaiiii !
BIGBIG crush on a 41 year old?
Damn, he looks cuter when he was actually younger, haaa.
I like him so much.
He's character is OH-SO-FABULOUS!
WOOOT. Isn't he hot?
But WHY DOES THAT TACHIBANA HAVE TO CONSIDER HIM DEAD?!
I feel so pissed off. Humph.
Nevermind sweetheart, you're going into my fics, definitely.
I got to admit, I'm super hooked on GA now.
Hope something can distract me, ugh.

Currently listening to: Monochrome no Kiss by SID!
It's Kuroshitsuji's OP. Love it.
I like swaying to the rhythm!
The beat is so catchy, haha.

I heard Twilight is getting a movie this November.
Never read it before, but they say it's a love triangle (or maybe even more) about vampires.
Those blood sucking creatures? T-T
Phylicia is scared. Hais.
But I'm looking forward to it actually. Haha!

I'll see you later then, I'll go find fics to read I guess. O_O.

HOOKED ON YUKIHIRA♥!

Happppyy.

2008-10-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

Finally got back exam results! YAY! :DD.

English: Paper - 51/80 . Compo - 23/30 . Diary - 20/30
Literature: 78/100
History: 76/100
Maths: Paper1 - 30/50 . Paper2 - 25/50
Chinese: Paper 1 - 42/70 . Paper 2 - 33/60 . Listening - 6/20 (FAILED! T_T)
Home Economics: 57/80
Science: 60.5/100

Okay, I am so glad! But I don't think I'll be able to get to Express with this results, damn. Weikian is so going, but she doesn't want to. She loves NA moreee. But for me, I'll rather go.
Shucks, I need to pursue my dream okay?
Ohya, I was kinda pissed off today. Those stupid kids throwing the paper balls around and hitting me suddenly. E.W.
And those 1F boys kept bullying Weiyu. I don't like it, but I didn't show it of course. Dots.
I can't believe Daryl asked me to say that. He told me to put the blame on Jianhong.
Sorry but no can't do.

Anyway, Mdm Amrit actually asked us to stay back for about half an hour.
I was so disappointed okay?
I mean, I thought she was soooo kindeee . ]: .
I'm working on Resurrection now.
Will be posting it soon! But for now, JAAA. [:

Music

2008-10-16T18:26:00.000+08:00

I was kinda moody in school today, don't know the reason why actually.
Anyway, there was this group who came to our school.
They played Classical Music. Woots right?
Yeah it's a corbet. 4 People - Cello, Two Violins and a Viola.
The last song was Entertainer!
Omg I was so happy that I've finally recognized a song, HAHA!

Anyway, I was asked a weird question by Sylvia..
Do you hate anybody?
Well, I decided to be honest anyway, I don't hate anyone at all.
I don't find pleasure in hating someone, so no.

But I detest my sister.
Argh, how can two people be so different?!
I wonder why she's my sister.
But I love her nevertheless.
Though she's just plain idiotic.
Haha!

I was reminded of La Corda D'oro, watching the 'concert' today.
I loved it.
I closed my eyes and heard every piece passionately okay.

But some people were just giggling away -.-.
Irritating much?
Haha [:.

I'm going to work on my second chapter of Resurrection soon! :D.
And I'm going to post it here. Haha.
Until thennnnn! -Phyliciaa~

Science center

2008-10-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

I went to the Science center today with the class.
♥ Sylviaa :D.
And of course my baobei Xueling. Haha!
Went there do those science tests..
And went for the water trail, kinda creepy anyway.
I bought my favourite choc!♥
I didn't know the back gate got sell. Stupid dumbdumb -.-.
Anyway, loved it.
I had a lot of pictures ahh.
But kinda lazy post soooo. xD.

I have 5 reviews for Resurrection! WHEEEE.
I'm so happy. 1st Chapter 5 Reviews le!
Maybe I can get more if I wait longer.. Haha! :D.

Anyway, Ciel Phantomhive♥ 愛してるです！
Omg, I'm so in ♥ ♥ with him. Haha.
Though he's a 2D character, he's hot okay. [: .

I wish a real life 3D person, would be like him.
H.A.W.T .
Okay, personalities are more important, but so are looks okay!

Ohyea, I just watch finished the Radio Drama for Gakuen Alice.
I seriously love it!
Especially the Love Potion.
Ah, fall in love with Mikan! xD.

Anyway, I'm going now okay? Jaaa . [:

アニメ

2008-10-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

「H.E.L.L.O」
no school today, yay me! :D.
isabelle got sick, didn't go to school today.
i got a whole full of screaming early in the morning and my sleep was メ . I mean X.

i watched the 2nd epi of Kemeko Deluxe.
i can tell you here and now.
葵・美雪satisfiedじゃ内。
i mean like, the show is so weird.
this doll comes out of nowhere and the protagonist thinks she's his first love from 10 years ago.
and yeah, they kinda "married".
then later a girl comes out from it. ohmygod, talk about disgusting.
and so the story continues like this.
i got to say, the doll is gross, definitely.

yup, i've watch To Aru Majutsu no Index too.
i love the show, seriously.
its a mix between science and magic, woots!
and that guy is really funny and unrealistic too.
yea and index got the 103,000 books in her.
the protagonist got that good right hand.

i somehow wish my life was a anime too.
but someone else deciding about my life isn't nice. oh well.
i've watched the first epi of Chaos;Head too.
I love it, it's great! :D.

Oh, Kuroshitsuji's 2nd episode RAW was out long ago.
When are they going to sub it?!
i'll die of boredom before they do so, sigh.
and i bet vk 2nd epi is out too.
stupid subbers = slackers =.=!
esp chibi's.
the 54/53 episode is out le, they haven't even did 52's. omt.
but i can't blame them right?
hais, i want my jap to improve much more! i need a teacher ._.

editedit!

I went to watch 2nd episode Kuroshitsuji RAW just now.
Argh. Guess what? The plot was the same as the manga.
So I understood the whole thing. Dots T_T.
I thought the plot would be kinda different though.
Shoot me for reading the manga first.
And I thought it would actually help!

Anyway, tomorrow school coommences.
I don't want to get stuck in crazy rants all day.
And school is going to be boring.
Like my life is boring? So nothing much actually.
I have a bad feeling about the examination + the results.
Damnnn. I want to get to express..
I think weikian will get in though, but she said she wanted to stay in acad.
Lol, if I were her, I'll grab the chance, really.
In my class so many people want to get there.

Just that, some of us don't have the ability to. Sad.

Eh, I got to say, I'm really infatuated with Ciel.
OMG, he's like woots.
I mean, he's got everything- for a 12 year old kid that is.

I feel like being a spoiled stubborn kid.
Maybe I am right now. I don't always give a 'OKAY!' or a 'YUP!'
I always, 'Hn'. 'Tsk'.
Yea, Natsume is really rubbing off on me now, thankyou -.-.

If only this world had an Alice Academy too!
That wouldn't be too bad.

If not, I really want good friends..
Find the place where I actually.. belong.

私わ命

2008-10-12T19:25:00.001+08:00

This has become a personal blog for me to rant.
Gosh. I love Kuroshitsuji.

Ah. Especially Ciel Phantomhive. He is H.A.W.T.

Isn't he just a prince? Omgosh.
The head of Phantomhive Co. whatever.
I don't really like Sebastian though.

Is this picture hawt or what?
Found it on crunchyroll.
I guess it can be used for my fanfic.
Yesyes, the transformation thingy haha.

Okay, I'm seriously wondering..
Whether I'm running away from reality or something.
Staying at home all day doing nothing, just watching anime and reading manga.
Writing fanfictions etc.
I mean, I feel so isolated..
Nobody asks me out, nobody wants me to go out with them or something.

Maybe I'll get the name Aoi (葵) too.
I like it alot [:

Sigh.
I really wish I can change my life.